Caught Up

Death

Aaron's POV* | The following morning
2:46 a.m

"Yuh think that a the best option?" Saeed asks and I exhale

We've been at this from after 12......
Fake my death and guh hide in a next country, never return to Jamaica
Or
War....
Which is most likely a go affect innocent people and mi know a nuh every man a go make it out alive...

Brains tell we him plan but Dale nuh fuck wid it.
Him wah go war....End this once and for all

But my head isn't clear.....

I'm worried about Kenya.
Mi know she a stress

I can't fucking think straight.

"Yo?" Saeed calls, pulling me from my thoughts and I look at him

"Just give Brains some time fi come back from the drawing board" I tell him

"Mi wah gah mi yard" Dale says and I chuckle

"All dem hours yah a me and mi Oman lock in a sleep...Mi a nuh dem type a man yah anymore" He continues

"Jah, me deev'n did realize how the time fly" Saeed says, looking up from his phone

"A wah time?" I ask

"To 3"

"Dale a your place me a sleep tonight" I tell him and he nods

"Fawud nuh"

I dap up Saeed before standing and making my way to Brain's office.

"A go dig off yannow enuh" I tell him

He exhales, lifting his hand to scratch his head before nodding

"Yuh have the ting?" I ask

"No....Mi nuh finish it and not being sure about the plan just a fuck wid me medz"

"We nuh have a lot a time...." I tell him and he plops himself in his chair, placing his face in both hands

"If it did up to me alone, this would a done and sort out long time" He says, referring to the disagreement from earlier

"Brains, just know mi appreciate everything yuh do fi me. Yuh nuh obligated fi do none a this or owe mi nuh loyalty-"

"Yerr mi say mi wah gah mi yard" Dale walks in,  interrupting and I chuckle

I exhale, before dapping up brains

"Later we link" I tell Brains and he nods

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Kenya's POV* | 10:45 a.m

I woke up with a pit in my stomach.....

Im not sure why, but something doesn't feel right.
I need to get out.

I miss social media!
I miss just scrolling on instagram, laughing at TikTok jokes...

If i don't have a chip, can they still track me?

See, not even that me nuh have a phone fi google.
Cyah badda enuh.

I exhale, looking down at my belly and running my hand over it.

I can't wait to start showing.
I can't wait for Aaron to get back.

I feel isolated and alone....I don't have any friends here...

Girl, stop all a this and mind yuh kill off yuh self.
My inner queen says and I exhale

I just....I don't know how I got here.
But, it needs to change.