𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ᝰ 𝐊. 𝐁𝐀𝐉𝐈 ✔

Prologue

【Prologue】

Song recommendation :
lose you to love me -  Selena Gomez

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I STILL remember the day when my mom left me off in that place telling me I was unwanted, a mistake, a tragedy  happened to her. But you were there for me, you made me feel whole when you told me that I was a miracle to you.

Magical; like a wizard you waved my depression all aside and you took care of me in a way that never made me feel lonely, until eventually I was like a paper to be used, torn and to be tossed aside.

Maybe it had to do with the fact that I was Haru and not Emma: Something which did not make you whole as I was seasonal to you.

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— To someone who
never recognised her

Eyes filled with love gazed at her, but I understood : she was lovely ;
Though, the same eyes lacked to see that I loved you limitlessly.

Your touch so delicate when you held her close;
But the same touch pricked me like a thorn on a lovely rose.

To you I was like spring which came and went by ;
Not Emma where you felt whole and alive

While hating every part of myself, I loved every part of you,
Failing to realise that you were putting someone else's pieces together; murmuring "I love yous"

Raging heart beat when she waved you hi
Yet you couldn't even bid me a last, warm goodbye.

— From the girl who had
never stopped loving

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Note : Emma means "whole"  and
Haru means "Spring".
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~Mary☘️