𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ᝰ 𝐊. 𝐁𝐀𝐉𝐈 ✔

From Your Debtor

【From Your Debtor】

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FAINTLY, BUT I DO, remember
staying up late so that the nightmares
of abandment and pure agony don't
torment me. Keeping my eyes open was
the only therapy I had,
until I found what
magic your embrace was.

You needed to be no wizard,
nor any knight, though the warmth
you gave was enchanting enough.

You saw me, for being me.
You accepted me, for being me.
Even if I sacrifice my soul once again,
I'd still be indebted to you.

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「 J O U R N E Y 」

—

To my beloved

Neither a journey to left,
nor a journey to right
The destination was only the grave
as a slave to life

Wretched, tired, beyond any doubts
the wish was the rest
But life rejected my demise,
when had she ever wanted my best?

Pushed a button and reset the game
Mocking smile lingered even though
there was nothing for her to claim

Danced under the lime light,
yet the world remained dark
Had you still been on my side
if I despised that park?

"Knights in shining armor
is only a movie thing"
The whispers I'd hear
But with a glinting sword which he
could swing
He disconnected the ties of misfortune
and led me out of there

I had expected falling to the floor first
and falling for him the last
But only the latter came true
when he introduced me to the world so vast

Saviour, my Knight, what were you
I wished to know, my dear
But the heart which you stretched forward
was the last thing I expected as a souvenir.

— Your Debtor

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