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Lizzie's POV:

I was going to go. I swear.

Wasn't I?

I was ready to .

Ready to save Joel.

To save Jimmy.

To save everyone.

Everyone but Scott.

While I could carry Pearl, I wouldn't.

This is his fault.

Not mine.

Not mine, not mine, not mine.

I quickly tear up the scroll and send it back the way it came.

This was his battle to fight.

Not mine.

Not mine, not mine, not mine, I remind myself.

His fault, his loss.

I'm helping myself. I'm helping Joel.

I snatch a glance at him. He looks so peaceful.

His brunette hair looks messy - as per usual.

He is not going to die, Lizzie, I tell myself firmly.

And I scoop him up gently with him cradled in my arms and dive into the water.


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