Chap. 7: Talking Again

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Sakusa POV:

It's been a week since me and Atsumu last talked. I had hoped we would get together again but it seems like something is keeping him from contacting me. I think he feels guilty over what happened, he didn't mean for us to end up fighting, but if nothing else then maybe we could at least talk to each other. Maybe that would help mend some things between us. But I'm not going to push the matter.

As much as I want us to go back to being close friends again I just can't find myself being willing to lose him so easily after everything we've been through...

I sat down on my bed in my room looking out of the window with my thoughts running wild. I know Atsu will come around when he gets time to himself and I guess this is just what happens sometimes; people drift apart and never really find their way back together. After I'd decided I was going to give him space, I turned over onto my side and shut my eyes. Tomorrow is another new day I guess.

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Atsumu POV:

I wake up next to a black and white haired guy, barely remembering what happened the night before. Then I realized who it was.

Kita.

"Kita? Is that you?", I ask, rubbing my eye.

"Yes." The male responded. "Is something wrong?", He asked.

"No no I don't mind at all", I say standing up. Kita follows suit standing beside me. "Just thinking about stuff".

"About what?" He questions.

"Well...I miss Sakusa a lot, I hope he's okay..." I mutter.

"Do you have any idea where he might be?". Kita asks.

"No but I hope we can see each other sometime soon, I'll text him tomorrow morning".

"Good." The male said giving me a small smile. "Thanks for the uhh...sex I guess!" I say, laughing.

He laughs too and I feel his hand slip into mine, it felt nice. "Thank you for staying with me last night". I respond squeezing his hand. "I enjoyed it very much, I'm glad we got to see each other again."

"Same here." I respond looking down at our hands before looking up at him. We stand there for a few seconds looking at each other. I take a deep breath and get ready to leave.

"Bye Atsumu." Kita says as I head towards my door, I wave slightly as I walk away before closing the door behind me, falling down on my bed. I sigh as a huge weight lifts off my chest. It wasn't hard to tell how Kita felt for me but even still...I felt bad. How could I not when I knew he liked me but I don't like him. I don't know why it matters to me anyway but it does make me feel slightly better knowing I wasn't the only one feeling sad today.

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Sakusa POV:

I lay in bed staring out of the window for a little while longer before getting up deciding to get dressed. I brush my teeth and wash my face before head to the library to study. I spend nearly an hour sitting by myself before my attention is drawn to the entrance.

"Omi! We need to talk." Atsumu states walking up to me. I look up at him trying to ignore the way my heart starts pounding.

"What do you want Atsumu?" I respond looking at him through narrowed eyes.

"Nothing..can I sit with you?". He requests, gesturing to the empty spot in front of him. I nod and move to make room for him, I watch nervously as he sits down taking his phone out of his pocket and pulling up Netflix. Once he sets the movie up we both settle into watching the screen without saying anything until we finally decide to speak.

"Hey Omi, I just wanna apologize for yesterday."

"Why?", I question.

"For snapping at you yesterday I mean I shouldn't have gotten mad." He says.

"That's alright, it was my fault anyways. I'm the one that got all jealous." I state.

"But you didn't deserve it, I shouldn't have done what I did." He responds frowning.

We stay silent for a while, I think I should say something more. "Um, so I wanted to ask you something....would you wanna go out to dinner tonight if you're not busy?" I blurt out, looking back up at him.

"Sure! I'd love to." He replies smiling brightly.

"Great! You pick the place, I'll pay!" I exclaim, grinning widely as well. I thought for sure he wouldn't want to go out with me now...but I suppose he changed his mind! I can't wait!

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"So what do you think?", Atsumu questioned looking over at me.
"It looks great, thank you so much for picking such a nice restaurant." I replied, taking a sip of my drink.

"It's no problem, I'm glad you're happy." He smiles. A few minutes later, Atsu starts playing footsie with me. I tried to ignore it, but, it kept giving me butterflies. He looked really good tonight, he wore a pair of ripped jeans and a plain grey tshirt. He also has a black leather jacket on along with some light brown vans on his feet.

A couple of hours pass by and we finish dinner. I offered to drive Atsumu home and he accepted. We pulled up outside his dorm building and walked inside.

"Well this is me." He said, stopping outside his dorm door.

"Yeah..."," I say, trying to hide the fact my voice is shaking. What are these stupid butterflies doing to me?!

"Would you like to get coffee again sometime?" He asks looking at me curiously. I nodded and smiled lightly.

"Sounds good to me." I say as we both lean in for a kiss. Our lips touch and Atsumu grabs my shirt gently pulling me closer to him. I wrap my arms around his waist as we pull away slowly. We both stare lovingly at each other for a minute before Atsumu suddenly pulls me by my shirt collar inside his dorm.

IM JUST GONNA SAY THEY DID THE DIRTY BC I DONT FEEL LIKE WRITING ✨️ P O R N ✨️ TODAY LMAO

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I was laying beside Atsumu, and we were both just laying on his bed, staring at the ceiling.

This silence was killing me though...but then again I couldn't bring myself to break it because I knew once I did it would probably never go back to normal...

We were both lying there when Atsumu spoke up. "I missed talking to you, you know...you're pretty quiet when you aren't talking." He admits shyly. I turn my body so that my face faces him. I look into his beautiful silver eyes that were reflecting the moonlight perfectly.

"And I missed listening to your stories."
I smile slightly at his response and reach forward cupping his cheek. He leans into my hand causing my breath to catch in my throat. "I think...I think I'm in love with you." I admit softly. His eyes widen at this revelation before he gives me a genuine frown.

"I...I don't know how I feel. I mean yeah you're my best friend but I don't know if I love you romantically." He answers, turning his head away from me.

"You don't need to figure it out right now, we still have plenty of time. For right now, let's focus on getting better. I'll try my hardest to show you I love you too." I say, hoping the words I'm about to say would make him stop being upset with me. He just nods his head and rests his head against mine. That's all I needed to know.

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a/n: OK YALL IK WHAT YER ALL THINKING!

"They're moving too fast"
"Weren't they like, just mad at each other?"
"Well they forgave each other fast"
"Where's my porn? 👹"

WELL LISTEN UP, I HAVE A PLAN (minus the smut, sorry smut people I don't feel like writing it today :^) I JUST AINT TELLING YALL.

On a note, thanks for reading, voting, and commenting. It really makes my day and keeps my motivation going! Love yall! Bye!

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