𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐄

ᴘᴀᴀɴᴏ ᴋᴜɴɢ ʙᴜᴍᴀʟɪᴋ ᴀɴɢ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇꜱᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜰ ᴍᴏ

ANASTASIA'S POV

FLASHBACK 5 YEARS AGO

" Anastasia ! Please! Pakingan mo naman ako. Anastasia! " Simon said as he chased me

" Makinig ka naman sakin please, What you saw earlier is not what you think! I didn't kiss her back! Anastasia ano ba, huminto ka naman. Kiara was the one who suddenly grabbed me and kissed her I was trying to push her away! " I stopped and turned around to look at him, furious and tears were forming.

" What did I just see a while ago?! Wala lang yun sayo ?! " I asked him bitterly. He looked down and said nothing. This made me more angrier.

" Tell me, goddarn! Why? Why does it always hurt to see you with that ex of yours na hanggang ngayon mahal mo parin ? "

" Simon ang sakit ng ginawa mo. Your just fucking playing with my feelings for you! Tsaka sino ba naman ako na mag react ng ganun ha ?! Oh wait I forgot I'm just your best friend na mahal ka but ikaw na bestfriend ko naghintay ka parin bumalik yang ex mo na kumaliwa. " I said softly, because the tears are already running down my cheeks. He went near me as I took a step back.

" Wag! Don't ever come near me! " I took another step back. He went closer. Before I could run, he grabbed my hand and pull me close to him. He wrapped his arms around me as I punched his chest. He held me tighter and buried his face in my shoulder feverishly saying.

" I'm sorry, please Anastasia, wag mo kung iwan. I admit I still have feelings for her but Anastasia I'm starting to like you already... Please.. don't leave me.... "

" Simon please wag mong sabihin yan kung mahal mo pa ex mo. Pinaasa mo lang ako eh. I'm sorry Simon. I guess it's better if we wouldn't meet again each other again. Lalo lang ako masasaktan pag nakita kita. " I said and pulled away from him, I gave up our friendship and my feelings for him and I started to walk away from him I let the tears fell and run.

Why do I catch feelings with someone who doesn't even love me ?

Bakit sayo pa kasi ako nahulog Simon? Ikaw na bestfriend ko.

Kaibigan mo lang naman ako pero bakit ang sakit mg ginawa mo sa akin ? Why are you playing with my feelings.

PRESENT

I gasped and woke up from my dream. I sighed as dreamed about Simon, my bestfriend, my first love and my first heartbreak. I then suddenly felt arms snake around my waist. I smiled and greeted him with a kiss in the cheek. It's also been 5 years since I left Philippines and decided to stay in London and accidentally meet Simon's older brother Sandro.

Who happens to be my boyfriend for 4 years now, Actually Sandro admitted that he likes me since we were kids already and I was about hesitant to caught feelings for him because I love his brother but he didn't mind it and understands.

" Your up early ? Is something bothering you ? " He sleepily asked me while nuzzling his head in the crook of my neck " I'm fine. I just had a nightmare. " I silently replied and turned to look at the man who healed me.

" Are you sure ? " He asked me again. I nodded my head in reply. " I'm fine Alexander. " He caressed my hair and hummed a song, I hugged him tight and listened to his hum.

" Are you still having dreams about him? " He asked, I sighed and nodded my head.

" Yeah. I don't know why I kept dreaming about him.... "

" Do you still have feelings with my him, my brother ? " He asked me, I pulled away from our hug and stared at his calm face. " I-i don't know... " I stuttered, he smiled and caressed my cheeks. " I can see it your eyes naman eh, andito ako sa tabi mo pero si Simon parin ang laman ng puso mo. Alam ko naman na you still love him after what he did to you 5 years ago. I've tried my best to give my all to you but I guess I wasn't enough kasi si Simon parin ang nasa puso mo hanggang ngayon. "

" Sandro I'm sorry.... I really tried loving you but my heart still screams for him. " I said and cried, he wipes my tears and gave me forced smile.

" It's okay I understand from the start. I'm still glad you accept me to be your boyfriend in the short time... Thank you for the 4 years.. " He said and kissed my forehead. I hugged him tight and weep.

" Alexander I'm sorry ...... " I apologized, he shushed me and caressed my back. " Dont apologize, Ana. "