The Queen's Executioner (Niragi X Reader)

🔞◇♡Beach's Monster.♡◇🔞

Few days later.

Niragi's POV

20:30pm

The past few days since my departure has been tough, like really tough.

Everything just seems to remind me of her, even staring at the old hag makes me remember Y/N...

The days have been mentally draining since Hatter is now pesturing me to follow the rules and to support Aguni with the boys. Unfortunately due to his rules I'm now having to be dragged around like a lap dog to please everyone around me for my past actions. Aguni being Aguni gave me his typical lecture about how I need to respect everyone even if I don't agree with the other's choices in ruling this place. Everyday I am having to stare at my stupid wrist band that held my only status of authority here, remembering that even as a higher up your opinion does not count unless your the starting number or the top 3.

Funny thing is even Aguni's voice is never heard here.

If it was me, I would rather Aguni incharge of this place instead of Hatter. Like come on let's be real for a moment.

Militants do everything to protecting the members to risking our lives for them. We do everything to keep peace harmonising around this shithole.

Anyway I've been doing mostly patroling and doing more games that typically Y/N's Ace persona would do. But currently I am just stood outside her room that she used to be keep occupied in darkness, wondering if one day I could grant a wish for her to be by my side but I know she probably hates me. It's funny how these games can change someone's perspective of you even if you really fucked up hard, just for survival which means they are more than happy to play with your feelings, emotions and idea of reality for a chance to win because the rules are the only ones you need to follow to win.

28 days....

I knew it was too good to be true.

To think I had raped her, beaten her in a instant to make myself not a punching bag during those few seconds of bullying...

I failed her, just she gave me a chance.

Sad thing is that it is to only survive a game...

Unfortunately I have no idea what's happening with Y/N since leaving her behind. It's odd having to walk past her empty hotel room everyday whilst patroling knowing she was once trapped there waiting for something or someone to keep her company. Knowing even if she was there, I could of probably abused my power and spent time with her as company instead being so unaware of everything that was going on with her like it was obvious Mira had been using someone for her favourite games, but I never knew it was Y/N because I never noticed her before that time at the stairs where we bumped into each other. Realistically due to her trusting the first person that comes her way to help fill in that void, she gets abused and beaten by Mira and Hatter to trigger her inner demons to keep her mentally challenged by traumatic events in her life driving her to become insanely triggered by small things to help them create a monster for their desired games that no one else was willing to risk their life for so easily. Thankfully this game had gave her a break from that since she had more time to be free and away from the shit life she had to deal with here.