◇♡Sorry.♡◇

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Ace's POV

The streets silent...

The outside dark...

The world was lonely...

I was lost on what to do. Nothing seemed to please me anymore, even if it was before meeting Niragi in this world. It felt weird seeing him again here after everything that's happened between us. It's hard to have forgiven him or move on from the past events, but I do believe here we can have a moment of forgiveness since we do seem to pity eachothers mad state of minds now.

He's not innocent, but that doesn't mean I am an angel either.

Standing in the empty crossing surrounded in darkness, Shibuya's crossing that once surrounded by excitement was now quiet with a few red lasers appearing from afar in the sky, all I could think about on my mind was all those who died before me pleading for my forgiveness and a chance to live once again. In the moment, I could relate to how Niragi must of thought when put into a intense situation of survival.

The bullies had pushed him to do what he did to me, even if it's fucked up it was just him trying to survive. Only afterwards you'll realise your actions weren't your own but greed. Survival is all it was.

Or else we get the consequences hitting us twice as hard if we refused.

I would not be alive if I allowed the players to survive each of the games.

Instead my head would be either exploded or brain dead in the middle of the arena with no one taking a moment to rest in peace. Decaying all alone would be the only option.

I did pity Niragi alittle bit after spending time with him even it's short. I wish I could have done something nice to repay him for saving me back at Beach at least. Looking around the area feeling some relief to be able to see the outside world once more after being hidden for so long was a delight, but it would be better if I had someone to keep my company.

"Look!" Hearing a female voice all of a sudden appear from behind me hiding away behind a rusted bus parked up on the side of the road, watching her peeping at me. "Another survivor. Do you think she can-" Slowly feeling myself lose focus on what they had to say zoning out once again fighting the urge to shoot them. Shivering with adrenaline, I had to not cause a scene and be peaceful once again.

"Leave! I am not safe!" Screaming at the top of my lungs to be heard clearly, only for them to widen their eyes at me in surprise. Clenching my arms fighting what was inside me.

"Look we can help!"

"NOOOOO!!! RUN!!!" I was always losing control of themself when my anxiety plays a role in triggering me to feel this way, sometimes resulting in making bad decisions. Suddenly hearing the voice once more of the girl getting closer caused me to go into a fit of madness, no matter how many times I warned her to take leave, she didn't runaway from me.

"Please let-" A sharp clap echoed around the peaceful scenery as I cut her off with a loud slap making her collapse to the floor holding her face in pain. Grabbing the makeshift kunai I made during my lonely times at the abandoned hideout once shared with Niragi, aiming it right in front of her seeing she came into my zone with empty pockets. No weapons were drawn meaning she was hopeless.

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