Chapter 16: Hurt

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Erica

I couldn't believe what was happening. My eyes were round with shock. I couldn't believe that he would yell at me someday, and I felt hurt that it was coming from my mate. I didn't see it coming, and there is no way I can avoid it now. I couldn't help but wonder who leaked that out. I knew for a fact that it wasn't me or my parents. I knew what I could do at that moment was to investigate the matter, but I'm not ready to do that.

I'm hurt, and all I want right now is to vent my anger on something or someone. I won't let him say that to me again. He will pay for what he just did, and on second thought, I knew if I did anything to him, I'd be blamed. I walked out of my room angrily and toward the corridor leading to his room, wanting to face him for what he had said, but I had a change of heart. I walked away from the front of his room immediately, and I headed toward the training center.

The pack members were there, and when they saw me, they started whispering among themselves. I feel myself wanting to know what they were discussing, but my emotions didn't let me listen. I knew that I shouldn't let the pack members see me when I'm angry, but I don't care anymore.

All I want is to blow some steam out to quench the emotions. I feel hurt, and it was the only thing that made me more angry at him. I can't take being yelled at by someone close to me, but he was. He had ruined my day, and I'm going to make sure he pays dearly for that. There is no way he is escaping from getting punished. I'll make sure that I deal with him after all this. I'll deal with him in a way that he won't think of.

I knew that if I didn't want things to be like this again, I'd have to stay far away from him. I knew that wasn't an easy task, but I'm ready to get it done. I knew that it wasn't going to be easy if I was going to stay away from him, but I was ready to try it.

I knew that if I had to get my revenge on him, I'd have to stay away from him. If I'm close to him like I am now, then I wouldn't be able to do that. I knew I had started to develop feelings for him slowly, and that's the main reason for my anger.

I'm in my private training ground, where there are various types of things I can use to train with. I had always wanted to have my privacy whenever I'm angry, and that's why I created this. Nobody is entitled to enter this place because I made the order. If anyone is to enter, then the person would have to be in here with my permission, and anyone who is caught without permission would be punished severally.

I was punching the bag, which was in the room, angrily. I punched the bag angrily, and soon I was clouded by my anger. I kept on punching the bag vigorously, and within minutes I was starting to feel the weight of the bag on my hands. The content in the bag is different from the one in the pack training ground, and I don't use it unless necessary. I could feel my hands hurting, but I didn't stop. I knew that with no time the wound on my hand would heal.

I felt pain, anger, and hurt all of a sudden, and that made me punch the bag with all the strength I had, and it fell to the ground. I felt my body relaxing, and I knew that within minutes I'd be back to where I was before. I wouldn't feel angry, nor would I have to feel hurt like before. I knew that if I did something without a clear head, things wouldn't go as I planned. I would ruin lots of things. I knew if I were to act on the anger and all the emotions I was feeling when he was taking it out on me, I would have beaten him to a pulp before he left the room.

I sat on the bench, which was in the training room. I was reminiscing on all that he said, and I couldn't help but feel hurt. I knew that I was at fault for bringing her to my pack forcefully, but then I remembered that he also yelled at me that I was jealous of Mabel. I must admit that I'm jealous of her, but why would I want to kill her when she is innocent?

I couldn't bring myself to think of him catching me reading the letter they wrote to each other. I knew that it was the only thing that he could think of, and mostly because of my behavior, it made him think that I was responsible. I knew that I'd have to clear my name of all this. I knew that if I had accepted, those who wanted to have a contest because of me should have gone on with everything they had planned. All this wouldn't have happened if I didn't wait for my mate. I knew for a fact that if I had been like him, who doesn't wait for his mate, then I would have been married to one of the Alphas.

I knew that what I have been trying to avoid about being mated to anybody was going to happen, and there is nothing I can do about it. I knew that having something like this bother me wasn't good, but I have to do as is required. I have to make sure that I don't have any issues with him before he leaves.

All I want for him is to be happy, and I thought he would be happy with me, but I guess I'm wrong. There would be no way he would fall for me like I had. All I have to do is be cautious and don't let anything said to me get me angry. I won't want to unleash my anger on someone.

My eyes were filled with hurt, knowing that it would be noticed easily by the pack members. I'll make sure that nothing happens between the two of us before he leaves for his pack.

I felt hate toward the person responsible for what had happened. I knew it would be one of the pack members who leaked that out, and I knew that was the reason why he was angry. I hate it to know that he thought I wanted to kill Mabel and make him mine by doing all that. I don't do things like that to get what I want. I would rather confront him about my feelings for him, but I'm not interested since he's already engaged to someone else. The only way that I can accept him as mine is if he can break off the engagement she had with his fiance.

I'm not interested in being the reason why they would break off their engagement, but at the same time, I would be happy if that could happen. I knew what I wished for couldn't happen, but I still wished for it.




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