Love island 2019

we're back

"i'm picking micheal" i say to the producers making all of us girls sit in the bedroom.

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"u can go he's made his decision" the producers say making me walk out.

i walk down to see micheal with another girl, i turn around wiping my eyes before i keep on walking towards Caroline, i keep on smiling even tho there's tears in my eyes. i look at anna not even wanting to look at him.

"ur okay, ur okay" she mouths to me making me nod.

"welcome back, are u alr" caroline says in a soft voice making me nod

"yeah yeah im good" i say looking straight at micheal who wouldn't even look at me. when he finally looks at me i mouth to him "why" making him look straight at the floor.

"as u can see micheal has decided to couple up with joanna, the new girl, how u feeling." she asks me.

"i'm fine, yeah" i say making her give me a side hug.

"u sure"

"yeah" i say but my voice cracks.

"why did u stay loyal to micheal" she asks me.

"cuz i love him and i trusted him and it's just who i am, i mean it is what it is, i hope ur happy" i say to him.

"micheal how's it feel seeing adrianna again" Caroline asks.

"different really"

"why" caroline ask.

"cuz shes stood their alone" he says while a tear falls out my eye, i quickly wipe it.

"and how does that make u feel that she's stood here alone" caroline asks.

"a little bit surprised, really, cuz theirs situation where i thought that, she wasn't really that into me and i think it was quite apparent" he explains making em laugh a bit.

"are u joking" i say to him making him shake his head.

"i've been staying true to myself, and i've bitten my tongue in situations i wouldn't really bite my tongue in, and overlooking things i wouldn't usually overlook, i mean i've been through that situation before and it didn't work out so why would i do it now" he explains while looking straight at me.

"little bit confused, cuz he could of said it to my face since he's so straight up" i say making him laugh, "bite his tongue never heard that before but what can i say people are just game players, i guess"

"have u told this to adrianna before"

"i have said it to adrianna before" he says making me confused.

"like when, when cuz the only thing i've heard come out ur mouth is that u love me, none of this bullshit ur saying now" i say making him roll his eyes.

"i get that ur angry, but just let me explain yeah" he says making me scoff, "i actually cant say nothing to her so i've stayed true to myself and i've raised above it"

"was u happy with adrianna when u left for casa amor" caroline asks him.

"i was but at the same time i knew something was wrong"