Love island 2019

missing him

"ur up early" anton said, as he walked over to the gym area, me being the only one outside

"yeah, couldn't sleep" i say while i sat up, "did i wake u up"

"no, everyone's awake now" he says making me nod, looking at the view in the distance.

"what's wrong adria, and don't give me that crap about missing ur family, i know u miss them but not like this u don't" he rants

"i keep getting déjà vu of me and micheal, got it twice yesterday, i miss him and he's been a
complete dickhead to me, i know i'm making myself look like a mug but people keep saying he looks like he misses me and if he does i wish he'd just tell me, i feel like i'm the only one who's still wanting us to get back together , well i am the only one wanting it to happen, i miss him anton, like a lot" i rant, while tears slipped out my eyes, anton pulled me into hug.

"i'm fine honestly, it's just alot to take in, him with joanna, and they look all happy and stuff, while i'm sat here looking like a dickhead crying over him again" i say wiping my tears making anton nod, i'm guessing he didn't know what to say.

"why don't u just talk to him" he says making me scoff.

"are u joking, we had an argument last night about him ending things with me, of course im not a gonna talk to him bout it" i say making anton nod.

"i prefer u with him then joanna, if that makes u feel better" he says making me laugh.

"thanks anton, please don't tell no one bout this" i say making him nod.

"nah i won't, i won't" he says.

"thanks" i say.

"anton, boy talk man" jordan shouted making anton smile at me before walking off towards them. i stay working out doing a lot more then i usually do wanting to clear my head, not that it really worked.

"adria u okay babes" anna said coming over making me look at her confused.

"yeah why" i ask her sitting up and drinking from my water.

"you've just been working out for ages" she says sitting down infront of me.

"no honestly i'm fine, im just about to have a shower anyway, wash my hair and that feel all fresh" i say making her nod.

"okay i'll see u later, come down before drama happens" anna says making me laugh.

"okay i'll be half an hour tops" i say before walking off towards the villa.

"u okay" anton says when i pass the kitchen making me smile at him.

"i'm fine anton" i say before walking off, not before seeing micheal look at anton confused.

*****

"hey adria" molly said walking into the dressing room while i was putting my hair in plaits.

"hey mols" i say.

"aww u look so cute in plaits, u look like 10 years younger" she says making me laugh at her.