INNOCENT

Which one exactly is my dinner?

You gulped, "Did I say that last night?"

"Yes, you did."

"I was drunk."

"Here is your coffee." He put a glass in front of you. You sit beside him.

It was unfair to him.

Jungkook didn't say anything after that. He just sits quietly reading the news on his iPad. Somehow it made you feel bad even more. You glanced at him.

"I'll go to the office first. See you tonight?" Jungkook kissed your forehead.

You tugged his shirt.

"I..-"

"I love you." Jungkook cut your word. He patted your head and left.

You looked at the coffee he made for you. Why can't I just give him what he wants? I love him too. I know I am.

Then what am I waiting for?

You run for him. The elevator door just closed. Jungkook didn't see you.

I wish I could say it earlier...

"Ahh, new earrings? It looks so nice." Kath observed it closely.

"Please don't remind me." You wrote your daily report.

"Why? Don't you like it?"

"I do..."

"Is it from Jungkook? Ahh, isn't he the sweetest? Why can't I get one like him?"

Kath nagged.

"He is around, you might not realize it yet."

You mocked Yoongi and his cold attitude.

"I'll just devote myself to God and become a nun." Kath sighed.

"That's another way to solve a problem." You giggled.

"Is he gentle in bed?"

"What's with the question?" You flustered with her sudden question.

"I mean you two did it, right?" She got closer to you, "Come on. I've been alone for a year now." She nudged you.

"You just said you want to become a nun. This kind of conversation is forbidden."

"Is he that bad? I can understand if..-"

"He is super good. So good I don't want him to stop!" You covered your face with the papers, embarrassed. Kath laughed at you, "You can't be a nun! Not even in your dream!" You gave her a dirty look.

"You are so in love with him." Kath teased you, "I'm happy for you." Kath held your hand as her support.

"Thank you..."

You can't wait until your shift ends. This is your turn now to show him that you love him too. How could you not?

You texted Jungkook and said that you'll be at his apartment when he's back. It had been a long time since you cooked. You shopped the ingredients and went back to his apartment. It took one full hour for you to finish. You chose a bottle of wine to complete the dishes from his cellar.

Now you are nervous. Your hands were sweaty. You can't do your light make up properly as your hand trembles.

"This is stupid. I'm going to kill myself." You sit in the bed. Can't bring yourself to wear the dress yet. The good news is your hair is done. At least it looked okay.

But this is Jungkook, right? He always makes things easier for you. You didn't have to worry about anything. It was not a free jump. You jump knowing he was down there waiting to catch you in his arms.