Soulmate

Chapter twenty one x

~Jai's point of veiw~

I knocked on Luke's bedroom door harshly before entering quietly,he lay awake on his bed staring blankly at the ceiling.

"Luke" I whispered quietly making my way over to the bed

"Yes"he whispered back his voice shaking slightly

"I'm sorry"i whispered

"It's okay"he smiled slightly back as I sat on the bed beside him.

"But it's not okay is it Luke I've pushed you away,I've hurt you something I promised I never would"i cried

"I know but I get why you did it"

"You do?" I questioned shocked

"Yes I should of known that spending so much time with her and pretending to date her would result in this I should of knew you would fall for her"

"No Luke I haven't fell for her I've never fell for anybody other than you I'm just scared that's all I'm finally getting better I'm finally smiling a real smile again and I was scared that if I still showed my emotion towards you some how 'dad' would find out and it would all happen over again and I didn't want that to happen I didn't want to make you watch me hurting again I didn't want that for anybody now and I'm so so sorry"

"Jai..your a dickead"

"I know I'm sorry"i sobbed

"No what I mean is you could have told me I would of got it I could of been there for you but seriously Jai listen now I will never ever let him hurt you again okay never I will always be here to protect you always so even if he did find out nothing would happen but we can still be together right just don't tell anybody"he explained looking straight into my tearful eyes

I nodded slightly before collapsing into him my head on his chest and my hands gripping his top tightly as he held me and god it felt amazing after ages of keeping my distance and no intimate moments this felt amazing,all the horrible thoughts and the feeling I being scared instantly forgotten about at this moment in my brothers arms.

The love I feel for this boy is overwhelming the feeling of being able to say he is mine and I am his,the feeling of seeing that beautiful smile of his form on his face,the way he hums sweetly as I run my hands though his hair,having his innocent face sleeping by mine in bed,in general just him my Luke my soulmate.

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A/N

So I know this is so awful but I felt bad for not updating for ages so I did quick chapter hoping you will all forgive me a bit.Honestly I don't really have a reason for not updating accept being lazy and bit down so I'm sorry I will try and update more recently love you all x