Friends or lover (English ver)

~Aishiteru~

amber pov:
"Oh and one more thing"
I looked at him questioningly, he leaned forward and gave me a kiss on the forehead."see ya tomorrow" he said with a smile and walked away.
I stood outside for another 5 minutes until I realized what had just happened, and when I realized it, I grabbed my forehead. I closed the front door and ran into Andrea's room and knocked on her door like crazy."ANDREA ANDREA!" I screamed. She opened the door and I threw myself on her bed."Did something happen?" she asked. I told her about the whole day."HOW SWEET! at least things went well for you" when she told me what happened between her and Sunhoon, I really felt sorry for her."eyy at least you still have freddy" I said and pointed to the hamster crawling out of her sweater pocket. she took the hamster and put him back in his cage."Sunghoon hates me" she said with a sad look
"Naaa he certainly doesn't hate you" I tried to calm her down
„he hates me" she continued to cry. i left the room and brought her a teddy i won a a claw machine."here a penguin maybe that will help you" I said. She hugged the penguin and I stayed with her until she calmed down. I left the room to call konon
"HE HAS WHAT?!?" she yelled on the phone when I told her."Well he tells me quite a lot about you too, when he calls mom he talks about you and the others for hours," she said
"Well, we're just entertaining, you should come to us too! would be funny" I said
"hmm maybe I'll think about it, I have to go now but I've got a lot to do"she said and hung up.
"AMBERRRR HOW ABOUT A K DRAMA NIGHT!?" said Andrea screaming from her room. I ran to the kitchen for some snacks and ran to her room "I'M IN!" I screamed and threw myself on her bed. we watched k dramas until about 3am until we both fell asleep, but i woke up at about 4am when i heard a knock on andrea's door. Since I didn't feel like getting up, I tried to go back to sleep, I mean the person can just come in. I closed my eyes and heard the door open."There you are, I've been looking for you everywhere" I heard Riki's voice say, but I pretended to sleep."Yaaa amber I can't sleep alone cuddlesss" he said but I didn't react. It was quiet in the room for a while, he must have gone out I thought at least, quite the opposite he carried me to my room and held me in his arms.
"you are so calm when you sleep usually you always yell at me or hit me" he started to laugh at how much i would like to punch him in the shoulder right now but i kept on pretending to sleep as i was quite tired.
"I'm sorry that I always come home so late now, I would like to spend more time with you, you're one of the only people who understands me." He paused for a moment and then continued "I mean you're also far away from your family, well from your mother, I can understand that it's definitely not always easy for you, because for me it's not easy far away from home either." He took a strand of hair behind my ear
"It's probably worse for you since all you have is your mom but I want you to know that I'll always be there if you ever need someone to talk to, I cry in your arms a lot too"
wow i never looked at it that way but he's right he can't see his family either maybe that's why we get along so well yes he's annoying quite often but he also has a really caring side.
"Aishiteru amber sleep well" was the last I heard from him until I fell asleep

next morning
Riki pov:

When I woke up, Amber was already gone because it was 10 o'clock and it was time for me to get up slowly and get ready. and thats what i did, I got up and went down to the others who were all standing around sunhoon
"What happened?" I asked half asleep
"Sunghoon doesn't know what to do" Jake said
"Is this about that fucking bet?" I rubbed my eyes and yawned when heeseung nodded. Thats a you problem
"The bet was a shitty idea I don't want to hurt nina but I don't want to make Andrea sad either, to be honest yes she's really annoying but I like her a lot just I don't know-" I interrupted sunghoon  "whether you see her as a best friend or more, I know too well"everyone gave me a questioning look as sunghoon nodded.
"Sunghoon I want you to know one thing, if you hurt my sister I'll kill you" jay threatened him

the next few months were finally coming to an end, i always came home pretty late when amber was already asleep and she had to get up pretty early when i was still asleep, or she came home late when i was already asleep. At school we didn't see each other that often, yes we're in the same class but we weren't always there, either because one of us was sick or I skipped school, or because we were working, during the break I often heard the boys from our class or with the other members, during the lunch break i always sat with the other members, amber was rarely at school at this time and when she was there she sat with andrea, cristina and a few others at a table. we where the popular people st school. well okey, popular doesn't apply so directly, the teachers hate us, because we all almost never in school and if we are then we haven't done anything good, but the students all wanted to sit with us, that's why we got 2 tables for us because people started fitting to be able to sit with us. Day after day went by, week after week, month after month, I turned 15, school holidays went by and went by, I realized how much I missed Amber even though we lived in the same house, it all went on like this until January, our teachers announced a school camp, that was perfect, that meant the whole school would be traveling, the teachers even discussed it with the entertainment, that's how serious they take this camp is. I was very happy and the enthusiasm was also shared by the others. Finally we could all spend more time together. At least that's what we thought...