Hidden Tears of Monsoon

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Yesterday when I looked into your eyes ,
They looked towards me in the way ,
If I had been the reason behind that pain .
The pain which sunk my heart ,
But I didn't allow my heart to feel it .
When the feet themselves stepped away from you ,
I felt my life on my knees ,
I was about to fall but I didn't let it happen like as always,
May be the tears wet my eyes but there's no tear left to fall .
I was afraid of hurting you and still the fear exist ,
But you never allowed me to know you ,
Gave me the thousand of reasons to give up ,
Though I still had been holding onto you ,
Now I can't because the more I made one step further you always created the uncoverable distance between us .
So how could I believe that I had ever hurt you ?
I never had blame you for anything nor do I blame the destiny, fate or our fortune!.
But in the trial of accepting harsh realities of parting made my knees wobby and heart ache !
May be we never did belong to each other , neither we do!
But you had been the joy of spring to me !
Though the time had made you my hidden tears of monsoon  !

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