Beloved People

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I wanted to burst into the tears ,
But there's no safe place for them .
I wanted to grieve in agony ,
But there's no trust of time .
I wanted to share my pain ,
But the anguish were already tormented by the people.
I wanted to be around people,
But I was way too lonely to be around them .
I wanted to be happy ,
But I was already caught by the sharpest edges of pain .
I wanted to be free ,
But I was already condemned by the delusionment of life .
I wanted to feel vigorous,
But the path of my mind ended at dead end alley .
I tried harder and harder to be good,
But the more good I became in a more worse way fall harder and harder .
I wanted to consider it as the cruelty of my own mind ,
But the only beloved people crushed the spirit into pieces leaving it into dark and cold places .
Darkness which had no end ,
Cold where there's no warmth ,
Bitterest taste of roughness of human existence was tasted by the tongue .

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