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July 22, 10am

It's been three days since I last talked to Andrei. He's not messaging me too after our misunderstanding. Somehow, it's fine for me because wala rin akong energy na pag-usapan yung about dun. It's stressing me out.

But at the same time, I was able to evaluate my feelings for the past three days. So far I came to a conclusion na there should be a progress dun sa span ng two months na we've been dating and talking to each other.

But I couldn't draw out the differences between how I feel for him and how I feel for my friends.

It's all so alike. I couldn't picture out a reality for us where we're more than what we are now. It just seems so forced and far fetched no matter how hard I try to think about it. Napaisip din ako if nag-aaksaya lang ba talaga kami ng oras or is it really like this sometimes?

And somehow I couldn't help but wonder if it's best to end it.

Maybe we should talk and sort it out.

[Messenger]

Andre Buenvenida

10:36 a.m.

Vanya
Hi, Andrei!
Are you available later for lunch?

Andrei
Yup
Available naman ako

Vanya
Okay... I was hoping we could talk?

Andrei
Sure
I guess we should

Vanya
Okay.


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Gusto niya rin daw nun 🤣

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