Bsd Angst One Shots

Atsushi exeption

Tw Abuse, self canibalism, vomiting(I'm sorry)

(Third person pov)

A frigle white haired boy was sleeping in his "room" or better say a cell, then the sound of a vehicle driving away. He slowly opened his eyes and soon got up a little to next go into the corner of the cell and sit there placing his head in his knees.

(Atsushi pov)

I woke up in the same cell I feel asleap the day before after geting a beating. I sitted up and waited for headmaster to come to once again start my morning rutine aka pulling my hair and kicking me jn the stomach. So I waited.

After some time, I don't know how much exacly as I don't have a clock to check. I got bored of waiting so I started walking around the cell and try to somehoew play using my child imagination. I imagined that the cell was actualy a preety room with a lot of toys and clean clothes for me. I smiled, as I thought that maybe I can still acomplysh this dream. After all I'm only nine years old so maybe some realy nice person will someday come here and adopt me? I thinked about it more and eventualy looked at the small window in my cell through the corner of my eye. The sun was already realy high, and that means that it's probably now middle of the day. So why I don't see any kids playing outside or anyone come for me? I'm slowly getting more hungry too, and thirsty.

I didn't wait anymore I just went to sleep, as I thought that it's actualy a very good thing for I'll finaly be able to get some sleep. So I'm gonna get a looooot of sleep today! I thinked while smiling and puting my head back on the cold stones of the floor.

I woke up again to my stomach rumbling and hurting from not reciving food for a long time. I groaned in pain while standing up, I walked to the small  window what is so small that even I fith my skinny body wouldn't go through it. But, well even if I could it was too high up. I stoped thinking about the window and focused my eyes on what's on the other side of it. And there I saw a pitch black sky with tiny white dots on it. In awe of it's beauty I sighed. I looked at the sky for so long that I almost forgot how bad my life is. But I'm still a kid so I soon started yawning and didn't even realize then my eyes started closing on it's own. My last though was 'what happened with everyone?'

(Afternoon of the previous day, headmaster pov)

I just came back from Atsushi's cell, todays beat up was rogh but he deserved it. I saw some kids run past me while I was heading to my office thinking about something that I have been thinking about and planing for some time now. A trip. A trip with the whole orphanage, well with one exeption the good for nothing Atsushi. With other empoyes we decided that it will be a a tree day trip to a city near ours. We packed the kids and ourselfes on the same day. All the children were exaited and jumping everywhere they cold, at some point I yelled at some of them because they were annoying me so much. They apologized and I forgave them with a sigh.

Me and the all the other adullts woke up and started waking up kids, as all the kids were in the main hall I heared our bus drove up under the gate of the orphanage. So I opened the door and walked out with a bunch of kids following me and the others. I greated the driver and he opened the door and the place for our luggages, so the kids started runing into the bus and looking for seats. And the adults packing luggages.

Everyone were sat in their seats so I told the driver to start driving. I saw one girl in the front seat looking desperately for something with her eyes. So I walked up to her to ask what happened.
"Is something wrong?"
The girl noticed me and asked.
"Where is Atsushi? He's not going with us?"
As she said that my face loosed all feeling, I didn't respond her but instead just looked her stright in the eyes until she got scered and turned her head away ading a quick apology.