Bsd Angst One Shots

Dazai in a bathtub/eng/

Tw self harm

Dazai was siting in a bathtup filed with water that became red from his scarlet blood. His blood wlowed in streams from vertical and horizontal lines litering his left wrist and both thighs. Dazai sat there for already three hours and wasn't planing to get out.

He in fact planed to never again leave the rusty bathtub which was located in his container. But then someone entered through the entry. Dazai with shoked face turned his head in the direction of entry to see who came in. And was suprised to see a short ginger boy his age, the boy was Dazai's partner Chuya. Then Chuya saw Dazai he wanted to immediantly go mad and start arguing with him but stoped himself then he saw that the water in his bathtub is filled with blood. First he thought that it was someone elses blood and Dazai is just washing it off, but then he took a few steps forward Chuya noticed under water the blood flowing out of lines on the brunettes arm and thights.
Chuya walked closer to the bathtub and grabbed Dazai's hand what made him hiss from pain and he tried to take it back. But Chuya held it thigtly, loosening up a bit to not hurt Dazai more, But tightly enough so that he won't take it back. Chuya started to inspect the wounds and after longer inspection came to conclusion which he hoped he wouldn't come to even if he know it from the begining. It looked like wounds after self harm.

Redhead lifted his head so he could now take a look at Dazai. Dazai's eyes were at the same time blank and at the same time filled with pain and fear. It looked like he tried to say something but stoped himself and just looked down and lowered his head what caused his brown hair to fall on his face and now Dazai's face was invisible. Chuya sighned and with his free hand for his second one held Dazai's wrist, started stroking his hair. Dazai made a pleased sound and lifted his head enough for short boy to to see his faint smile. Chuya gave a smile back and quietly asked where is a towel or something like this on what Dazai pointed on a pile of clothes and rugs next to a dirty mattres on the ground. The ginger swollowed salvia and took his coat off, Dazai was concerned why because it was pretty cold in the container but then Chuya said to him to come out and just put his coat on. Dazai shoked and slightly happy that he didn't need to put his dirty clothes on again stood up in the tub and come out with his one, and soon second leg form inside. For a second he stood in cold but Chuya quickly threw his coat over him and sat with wrapped in a long black coat Dazai on the mattress.

Chuya asked if there is an first aid kit or at leas bandages. Dazai reached for a boy located next to his "bed". Chuya took the box from his hands and Dazai leaned on him because shorter boy was warm compared to the cool temperature of the container. It didn't realy bored Chuya so he just opened the box that was filled with bandages, plasters and all the things needed to patch up all sorts of injuries. It amazed him for this box was probably the most tidy and clean thing in this whole shiping container.

 Afte a while of taking bandages and things to disinfection out Chuya took some cotton balls and started to wipe the blood off and soon later started rub the disinfectant in wounds. From time to time Dazai hissed from pain or discomfort but every time Chuya would say conseling things and stroke his hair.

Then redhead finally finished disinfecting and puting bandage on brunettes wounds Dazai sighned loudly and threw himself on the mattress behind them. Chuya asked what happened but Dazai just ignored and started to look for a comfortable position for laying down. After a few attempts of geting any information Chuya had enough and said if he won't get any answer he's going out. Again not getting answer angry Chuya reached for his coat which Dazai was covered with. But Dazai immediantly desperately grabbed the coat. Chuya now saw his face and saw that the brunette is on edge of crying out. Redhead could without much pressure take it away  for Dazai is pretty weak in terms of physical strength, but after seeing his face he let go of the coat and walked to entry. Dazai went back to his curled up covered with coat position. 

One last time Chuya looked back at curled up Dazai and said quietly that if he will feel bad again he has to call him and leaving a pice of paper with his phone number Chuya left.

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And, tadaa! You didn't think I'll make this translation in one day right! Haha but there it is, it was paintful but I wanted to make this for you so maybe you will feel somehwat better.
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