𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙬𝙞𝙘𝙚?? (THV /JK FF)

chapter : 50 Died 🥺

She taken  the car which is there in the parking lot..
Taehyung voices are roaming in her head
She was driving harshly..... Tears were coming in her cheek continuously..she unable to see because of tears blurred her vision.. lots of thoughts were coming  in her thoughts...
What was her fault
Coming to south korea
Or
Falling in love with a idol
Or
Trusting them...

Suddenly a truck coming in front of her in a speed ... She was not in her sense... lot of shouting was heard in the background..
Suddenly a big flash  were seen...
And  then
Y/n: Ahhh

Fortunately in time she saw the light and then  move the car in other direction...
She was breathing heavily..
Her car was stop near the beach..
She started running to the shore..
No one is there...
The night was so dark that its seems that something is not going right..
Only waves can be heard..
She was running hard until she fell on the sand near the water...

Y/n: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

She. Shouted Loudly.. as if lot of things were preserved there... Which is now hard to handle for her..
She started crying Loudly...
She grabbed her hair harshly.. her face was pale like her body is not able to cope up with the current situation..
She slapped her self...

Y/n : what have u done ... Why u  fall in love.... With a idol... How u expect them to love u ... Like u do.. why trusting people  always become a nightmare for me.. why did i trust them... Theh have their members , fans , friends here bt i have nothing .... I came here  because of them..

She is crying non stop .. she laid on the the sand ...

Y/n : it's paining like a hell.. i want to get out from this.. i can't breathe.. plzz help me god.. plzz ..why did i do to deserve this.. just because of love I'm broken again... aga..in....
Why tae i have given everything to u ..u said it was  forever... nothing is forever....
U said u love me.. u said u care me.. u said we will be  there in future with our kids..

She chuckled

i don't whom to blame u or me... It's my fault to dream more than fan.. how can I forget I'm just a fan... Why did i asked harsh to guide them.. why did i trust jungkook i th..ought
That may be  we meant for each other.. maybe .. no
All was lie i was just fall in their trap... He also used me.. if we love someone  we all do all things to make them smile right...
I thought u loved me ... I thought I can smile again.. i can again expect happiness in my life... I  started loving someone.. i started overcoming from my past... I loved him so much Why is it always me...
Why god   why me...ahhhh

She crying continuosly...
She sat down there.. her dress is full of  sand.. she doesn't care anything  right now she just want to stop these pain .. so she can breathe...
She get up and started walking towards the waves...

Her face is showing no emotion...

Each step she is moving each memory is passing through her head..  how she came to korea.. how taehyung make her feel so love.. how suddenly he ignored her.. how the accident happened.. how jungkook came in her life .. how he care her.. how he was there when she cried.. how they proposed .. how she feel when they kissed.. how taehyung came back.. how she started trusted him again... How he  told about jungkook.. how jungkook told about taehyung betrayed.. how she now giving up everything..

She was tried for flighting alone...
Her steps are closer  to that light that she is freeing herself from that pain.. which is eating her...
Her half body already in the water..

The moon suddenly disappeared in the cloud as if he himself can't see this happening...

Her body is giving up..
Only her head is left to be drown in the water...
Her head drowned in  the water.. her vision is covered with water...she doesn't try to come out from that... Slowly by slowly her eyes is closing...
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