Fated

21 - Husband

Mile

Where is he i ask my assistant angrily. He is having dinner with khun bible.
He what i ask him again. I cant believe it. I already inform and instruct him to avoid bible for time being. But he is meeting him on the first day i uplift his grounded. My assistant wait for my instruction because they need my intruction regarding my husband and they are worry about Bright.
Its already 11 pm. Call his manager and inform her to make sure he is at home before 12 I instruct angrily. Make sure his driver cover himself. I dont want bible notice anything.  Yes master my assistant said. Let me know when he arrive i said and back to my work. 

Its already 1 in the morning. My husband still not arrive. Base on information, my people try to make sure no one follow them.  Are you looking for me phi suddenly  he greet me.
Yes, have a sit i said . What wrong he ask again. Where are you going bright i ask him with serious tone. I am having dinner with phi bible he said without guilty. And what i ask you about meeting bible i ask him. Phi i dont like your tone he said try to walk away. Sit down i said a bit louder which make he look me shockly.  No i wont  he said and try to walk. But i immediately hold his hand. Listen to me while i am being nice i said and he look startle. I look into his eyes. Sit down i said again. You are hurting me he said with red eyes. He is trying to hold his tears and he is angry. I slowly release his hand and stand in front of him. Stay away from bible, or you will grounded forever i said. Dont try my patient i said again and leave him alone.

Its already pass 3 am when my consciouness come back to me. The guilty finally hit me and i immediately go to my husband room. Where is he i ask when he is not in his room. Young master is in the garden. He is crying and refuse to get into the house. He try to leave my assistant said.  He look so pitifull hugging his knees on the swing. He must be thinking and crying a lot. I walk to him slowly. I can see the bruise on his hand. He look at me with teary eyes when he aware of my presence. He try to leave but i slowly hold his shoulder. I am sorry, i just so worry i said. He look down and ignore my appology. I calmly sit beside him and hold his bruise hand. I am sorry i said again. Lets get divorce he suddenly said. I wont let grandpa know but let just get divorce he said while sobbing. I slowly pull him into my arms. I am sorry sweety i said and softly hug him. I am really sorry i said. He is now crying sadly. I dont know, lets get divorce he said again. You know we cant i said and i hug him tighter. You are so mean he said. I cant answer to that. I am being mean and selfish now. He is just happy boy before marrying me. All of this are because of me. But i really cant let him go. Its not about my heritage anymore. Its about him. I already decide that i wont let him go forever.
Listen from now on i will be your husband weather you like it or not. Forget about divorce i said and now he push my chest and look at me. No, you promise me, we have contract he said. There is no contract that can prevent me from anything i want i said. Learn to accept it i said. No i dont want to he said and cry hugging me. Its already late, lets get some sleep i said. No he said while pushing me. I have no choice but to carry him. He is strugeling to escape from me. I cant let him sleep here. All my assistant look down when they see how he try to escape. I know they are protesting how i treat my husband.

I put him on my study and stand in between his legs. Please i said while holding his face. He look so pitiful and cute right now. I am sorry i said before i kiss him. At first he was stammerd. When he realize what is happening he start to fight and push me harder. He even bit my lips. I can feel the bleed. I leave his lips and look at his angry face and before he start screaming i kiss him again. When he is out of breath i finally stop and look at him dearly. There is no law or anyone can take you from me.
He look so confuse and i again hug him tight. He cant do anything beside crying. From now on, you will stay here in my room i said after i tuck him into my bed. He close his eyes and turn his face. I kiss his cheek before leave for my couch.

When he is sleeping, i slowly put an oitment on his bruised wrist. I am sorry baby. After that i slowly get into my bed and pull him into my arms. He now snoring softly on my chest. I really choose a wrong guy, he make me fall too deep  till i lose my cool. I really cant control myself.  I felt so bad for him, but still i cant let him go. I am the type who did not beat around the bush. I will state it clearly when i need to. When i am sure about my feeling there is no way i let him act like before. I kiss his hair before fall asleep.  I slowly open my eyes when i heard a soft crying. Are you hurt i ask worrily. He now look at me and cry harder. I hate you he said and hit my chest. Come here i said and pull him onto my chest and hug him tight.  I hate you he said while hugging me. I know i said and keep kissing his head. I can give him anything except for divorce.