Pt 3

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I hope you're enjoying so far I know it's long but that's how I write lol anyways lmk what you think <3

After we kiss for a little longer we pull away our lips from each other. He smiles at me and I look at him while he plays with his lip ring waiting for him to say something. When he finally does say something he tells me how beautiful I am. I'm not used to being told that so I just shake my head and look away. He uses his finger to pull my face back up towards his.
"No I mean it y/n you're really so beautiful" he tells me more serious than before.
"Thank you you're so sweet" I tell him back.
I tried to switch the conversation up because I was so nervous.
"Should we go back to the table? It's getting really crowded." I ask him
He looks at me for a few seconds and then looks up at the table. He pulls me in one more time and kisses me and then begins to lead the way back to the table. At this point I'm feeling tipsy and I see the other guys are pretty drunk. This time Tom doesn't pull a chair out for me and he grabs me by my waist and has me sit on his lap. We talked about the music that was playing and he tells me about how he plays the guitar. I couldn't help but notice how his eyes appear to get excited just by talking about playing the guitar. It was really attractive. He tells me he can show me how to play. After awhile of just sitting there and talking and drinking one of the other guys says
"We should get out of here" and the other two guys agree.
I look at my phone and it's almost 4AM. I can't believe it. It feels like I've only been here a short while. I begin to get sad because I don't want this night to end. I don't want to go home. I want to stay with Tom. I take a few more seconds of sitting on his lap and then I stand up but lose my balance a little bit. I didn't fall over though because Tom grabbed me and held me. His face changed too from when we were talking. It's more serious than before.
"Y/n I don't want you to go home. I want you to stay with me." He tells me looking into my eyes.
"I don't want to go home either." I tell him and his face went back to smiling. He bit his bottom lip and said
"Let's get out of here then y/n" and he grabs my hand and we all begin to walk out of the club. This time when we are walking out all I see is a bunch of flashes and I just look down. As if being drunk wasn't disorienting enough now I'm getting flashed by pictures. Tom grips my hand really tight and I look up at him. I see the other boys getting into a black car and Tom leads me into the car getting in after me. There aren't enough seats on this van so I sit in his lap again. He rests his hands on my thighs and I can feel him getting excited from underneath. My heart is pounding and I can feel his beating quickly too. As we drive through the city I look out the window and think about how I ended up here. I can't help but smile and laugh a little at how crazy this has been.
"What are you laughing at y/n?" Tom asks me
I turn my head back towards him and say
"Nothing I just can't believe this is how my night ended."
He licks his lips pulling his lip ring in for a second and smiles
"Well it doesn't have to end if you don't want it too" he puts his hand higher up on my thigh and glides his fingers gently up and down my upper leg.
I didn't know what to say or do I just felt stuck in the moment. I had never felt this way before and I didn't want to stop feeling this way. I just watched his hand move up and down my leg while my mind was screaming for him to go higher but I couldn't say anything because we were in the back of a van with people sitting ahead of us. After a few more minutes we pull into the back of one of the biggest hotels in the city. The driver opens the side door and everyone starts to get out. I get up and Tom follows behind me. Once we are out our fingers just lock in with one another. It's like when we kiss they just perfectly fit together. We walk into the back door of the hotel and get to the elevator. All the boys are joking around and laughing with one another and I just smile watching it all. After what felt like forever we finally get to our floor and the boys all say goodnight and head into their separate rooms. Tom opens the door to the hotel and leads me in. It's so beautiful. I've never seen a hotel room like this and it's huge. You can see the whole city. He heads into the bathroom and tells me he will be right back and I take my heels off and look out the window. Even though it's 4AM the city still feels awake with all the lights and cars. I hear him open the door and walk towards me but I'm still looking out. He comes up behind me and hugs me and we look out together.
"The city from up here is almost as breathtaking as you are y/n" he tells me in my ear.
My heart starts beating quickly and I turn my body around to face him but we don't get any farther apart. He puts his hand on my chest and my eyes follow his hand. He smirks and says
"Why is your heart beating so fast?"
I didn't know what to say so I put my hand on his chest too. I could feel his heart pumping and it got faster after my hand was on in for a few seconds.
"I don't know why is your heart beating so fast?" I ask him with a little grin on my face.
He blushes and pulls his hand away. He asks me if I want any water or anything and he walks into the kitchen portion of the room. I said yes and sat down on the couch while I followed him with my eyes. He grabs two waters and sits down next to me. He turns on some music and we just sit in silence for a few moments waiting to see who will make the first move. I'm nervous because I've never done this or been in this situation before. He moves in closer to me. And my eyes shift around the room.
"Y/n are you nervous?" He asks me
"A little bit" I tell him blushing
"You don't have to be nervous around me"
"I can't help it I don't know what it is about you. I just get nervous and my heart starts beating really fast. I've never done this before." I tell him. And he just smiles at me. I begin to feel like I'm sobering up a bit and maybe that's why I'm getting more nervous.
"Do you want to change into something more comfortable y/n?" Tom asks me while he plays with my hair.
"Yeah but I didn't bring anything else to wear." I tell him
"Don't worry I have stuff you can borrow" as he says this he gets up and grazes his hand against my thigh again. I get up and follow behind him. He hands me a big shirt.
"Is this okay?" He asks me
"Yeah that's perfect thank you." I smile at him and take it.
"I'll be right back" I start heading towards the bathroom and I get in and close the door behind me. I look at myself in the mirror for a few seconds and take a deep breath. I take my dress off and now I'm just in my underwear and bra. I look back in the mirror and try not to judge myself because I could be in this locked bathroom all night just looking at things I see as flaws. I put the shirt on and fold up the dress and leave it on the counter. I take another deep breath and unlock the door and come out. When I walk out I see Tom changed too and his back is facing me while he puts something on the tv. He's not wearing a shirt anymore and he has sweatpants on. I stand in the doorframe looking at his muscular back and long black braids. He must've sensed that I was looking at him and he turned towards me. He looks me up and down.
"That shirt looks better on you than it does me" he laughs.
I laugh back and walk towards him. I can't help but look at his body. He's lean but muscular. His forearms have veins popping out at me. I can see the lower v at the bottom of his stomach. When my eyes travel back up to his face he's looking me in the eyes. I get flustered and look away. When I look back he's still looking at me but this time he's grinning. He puts the remote down and walks up to me. He puts his hand on my chest again and feels my heart beat. He moves his hand down my body and wraps both arms around my lower waist. He pulls me in closer and we are chest to chest. He leans in and kisses me. This time it's slower and more passionate. I wrap my hands around the back of his neck. As we kiss he introduces his tongue into my mouth. It's gentle. Our tongues move back and forth as the speed and pressure of our kissing increases. His hands move down from my lower waist onto my butt. I move my hands from the back of his neck to the sides of his face. As we are kissing he slowly starts walking backwards pulling me to follow him. We are standing in front of the bed and still locked together with our lips.

Things are getting spicy let's see what happens in pt4!! Coming soon.

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