Pt 21

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Okay y'all wanna hear what happens in English? Okay not sure you're gonna love that at first hahah it's okay tho I promise everything will be all good in the end <3

After more yelling Bill says something back to Tom and then he looks over at me. He turns his body towards me and walks closer to the bed.
"Y/n what did you do??" He says not yelling but sounding upset
I'm taken back by this because now I'm confused. My face changes to confusion. I don't know what Bill said but I don't think it was the truth. I look past Tom for a second and look at Bill
"Wait what? What did you tell him Bill?" As I look at him he looks to the floor so I speak up again
"You need to tell him the truth right now before I do or I'm about to walk out right now. Please don't do this to me." I say to him in a serious tone
I sit there waiting for him to say something and he continues to not look at either Tom or me. Tom turns his body back to Bill.
"Bill what did you do?" Tom asks loudly
I stand up and we both look at him. My patience is running thin because I feel like everything I have going for me is falling apart right in front of my eyes. Everything was going fine before this. Bill just stands there shuffling his feet and I walk up in front of him.
"Bill please just tell the truth so we can move past this. You know I don't deserve this. Please." I tell him and he finally looks at me and then to Tom
"What is she talking about??" Tom says quickly and Bill looks from me to Tom
"Okay fine this is my fault. I was the one who had mixed feelings. I just told y/n about it and she wanted to tell you. I'm sorry. I should have said it straight away to you but didn't because I was scared." Bill says to Tom
"What do you mean mixed feelings? Did she come onto you or not?? I'm still confused." Tom says
"Come onto you??? Bill what did you tell him?" I say but I get ignored
"No she didn't come onto me. I don't know why I said that. I told her I was feeling jealous about what you guys have and I thought I wanted it for myself but I was wrong. Please don't be upset. I was wrong and confused." Bill says to him
Tom just turns around and looks out the window for a little while. You could probably hear a pin drop in that room. I'm trying to not be super upset with Bill because I'm more worried about Tom right now. I don't want him to be upset with me. I walk back over to the bed and sit down on it and put my hands on my face. I sit like this for a second and then look up again.
"I really don't want this to change things. Thank you for telling the truth. I'm not sure what else to say right now." I tell Bill and Tom turns around
"Baby I'm sorry I assumed you did something. I shouldn't have done that. Bill as upset as I am if nothing actually happened then nothing happened." Tom says sounding disappointed
"Nothing happened. I'm sorry and I promise it's not like that. I'd never do that to you. And y/n I'm sorry about this. I just want to be your friend. I'm sorry if I made things weird." Bill says looking at us.
I look at both of them and then look down. I want to accept the apologies but my feelings are hurt and I'm not ready for that yet. Tom walks over to me and puts his hand on my cheek. I look up at him and he's smiling at me so I give him a half smile.
"I love you y/n" Tom says to me
"I love you too" I say back
"She is beautiful isn't she? I can't blame you for thinking that." Tom says smiling looking from me to Bill
Bill smiles and nods his head. Tom looks back at me and grabs my hand and sits down next to me. I feel like things are going to be okay again and that relieves me.
"I should probably go. We have the show in a few hours so I need to start getting ready. I hope everything is okay." Bill says shifting back and forth
"It's fine. Thank you for being honest. I just want things to be normal again." I tell Bill and he nods his head and then walks towards the door
"I'll see you guys later." Bill says before walking out the door
Tom and I sit there quietly for a moment and he's rubbing his thumb over my hand as he holds onto it. He moves himself in closer to me. I rest my head on his shoulder and he kisses the top of my head. We sit there for another moment.
"Well I was not expecting that to happen." Tom says laughing a bit which makes me laugh too
"Yeah me either." I say back and Tom laughs at me
"I'm sorry you were put in that position. I know you wouldn't do anything to hurt me. It's kind of out of character for Bill to just say things like that but it's not the first time he has had feelings for someone I've been with. He knows you're mine though." Tom says to me
"It's okay I just wish it never happened. I hope him and I can still be friends. I would never do anything to put what we have on the line." I tell him
He leans in and kisses me. He hasn't kissed me like this before. It was the kind of kiss people give each other before they leave for a long period of time but neither of us were going anywhere. It was one of the best kisses we ever had and I still think about it sometimes. He pulled away and smiled at me. I smiled back and stood up. I walked over to the side of the bed and Tom followed me. I turn towards him and he gave me a big hug. He held me close for awhile and I held onto him tightly.
"I don't want to lose you y/n." He whispered to me
"I'm not going anywhere." I whispered back to him

Slay I told you everything would be okay <3 I'm going to close out this one in the next part so it will be extra long so give me some time to write it all out! The sequel will take place in about a year or two into the relationship with y/n and Tom. OKAY TALK SOON LOVE YOU LOTS XOXOXO

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