i decided to drive tonight
to decide how i feel
maybe not decide
but to make it feel real
i went on a drive tonight
not once was i lost
not on the the road
not in my thoughts
i can't make myself wonder
and i just wonder why
there's rain and there's thunder
so why am i dry?
i stand in the pouring rain
and yet
when i go back inside
i'm not even wet
i feel the lighting inside
i feel the way
i'm lost in the night
i feel the tears
the ones i can't cry
i know there's pain
why do i say i'm alright
i went on a drive
to make me feel something
and i came back home
feeling less than nothing
i went on a drive
looking for something to find
i came back home
feeling even more blind
i went on a drive
not driving too fast
i wasted my time
and i wasted my gas
i went on a drive
back where i saw me last
and it didn't help
or bring me back
