Thin Line In Between

Chapter 16

"I loves him, Cop.....loves him soooooo....much that my.heart.beating.so fast.whenever he was near me..." Bas was drunk, but he could still cried whenever he talked about Godt.

Copter who was also drunk was nodding his head.

They both were drinking in the living room, with tin beer scattering around on the tea table while they were seating on the floor, and Godt had to go back to his home for the wedding of his cousin and also for another appointment he didn't want to mention.

"Aeiii.....of course I know....hahaha...you should see your own blushing face every time you mention his name.....hahahaha you look so ugly...."

Hearing the word ugly, Bas had throwing the nuts on Copter making both of them laughing together after. They slurred their words, they keeps on drinking, and they both had been so drunk right now.

"P'Godt....is a very devoted son.......he would rather follow their words instead then fighting for me.......I know....hu...hu...hu...I know..." Bas then crying and Copter came closer hugging him from his side, also crying.

"I loves him too, Bas. I loves Tee.....I'm not lying.....I'm a devoted partner too....but in the end, he cheated with someone else...to him...I'm not enough...huhuhu..."

They both were crying while hugging one another and suddenly Bas pushing Copter away, making him almost stumble down. To that, he was pouting.

"He should fight for me, for us, for our love.....why he is not confident? P'Godt is not weak....my P'Godt is the man amongst all the man in the world....."

"Yet he was afraid to confront his parents.....hahahahahah....." hearing Copter laughing, Bas was the one pouting this time.

"Bas....." Copter had called Bas after a few moment of silent.

"Hmmm..."

"Bas......"

"Whaaaat?" Bas answering while looking at Copter with an annoyed expression, but that makes Copter smile though.

"Why can't anyone loves me?" Bas's expression changed suddenly hearing Copter.

"I thought Tee loves me, but apparently he is not.....stupid Tee..."

Bas was silent while keeps on looking at Copter who was looking down at his can of beer. But after a while Copter was looking up at Bas, looking deep into his eyes.

"You too........you never saw me no matter what I do......your P'Godt is too good....it makes me invisible......it makes me sad....it hurts......right here...."

Copter was slurring his words, while punching on his chest, emphasizing the word hurt.

Bas then pulled his hand which keeps on punching his own chest, making Copter look at the hand that holding his arm.

"Don't do that. You'll get hurt. I hate it when you get hurt. I hate it when you cry. Don't cry. I always saw you, but I don't want to lose my brother, so I don't do anything about it. Be your brother, I know no matter what you will always be here. I will never lose you. But it hurts. It makes me sad when you put the space between us, then after that you chose Tee. I'm happy for you, for us. But.....hmphhh.."

Bas words had muffled down by the sudden kiss Copter had thrown to him. He couldn't react fast enough, but Copter wasn't going anywhere. He keeps on kissing Bas until the guy respond to the kiss.

The force kiss turn aggressive when Bas and Copter keeps on fighting for dominance. In their drunk state, they poured out the hidden feelings they had deep in their heart, making it physical, showing each other what they actually felt to one another.

The shirt and pants flying around, until both of them in their birth suit, while heading to Copter's room, making love, and tangle mingle on the bed, the whole night. They should wish that the morning never came.

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"It's done. You can pay at the counter." Tae said once he fix Tee's car bumper and was about to left to continue his other task but was stopped by Tee.

"Tae...." Making Tae turn back to Tee with unreadable expression. The whole time he fix the bumper, they couldn't produce any words to one another but, each of them had been thinking about the other. Still, they didn't know what to say to each other.

"Thanks." Tae was nodding his head and was about to turn around once again, but Tee stopped him yet, once again.

"Can I......" Tee couldn't finished his words when Tae cut him already.

"I don't want to have anything with you anymore, Tee. I want to make Kimmon happy, and I don't want to do anything that could make him sad. Please, understand." Tae turn around right away once he convey his message. He didn't understand why he felt hurt conveying the message to Tee, thinking that his words must have hurt Tee too. But, he shrugged that feelings away, thinking that was ridiculous since Kimmon is the guy he fall in love with.

Tee was rubbing his neck. He will be lying if he said he didn't feel hurt when he heard Tae said that, but he could understand Tae's position. He too, should be like that the first time for the sake of Copter, but just like Godt had said, he make his choice. His choice.

With a heavy sigh, Tee heading to the counter to settle the payment for his car's fix and service. Once settled, he drive away to the hospital, for he had already been too late for his shift. All the way to the hospital, he kept thinking about Tae. He wished he could talk longer with him. He wish, at least he could have a chance to ask for forgiveness. He didn't see Tae nor Kimmon after that night of him and Kimmon.

Arriving at the hospital, only then he remembered that he had to face Copter, and the uneasiness feelings he had come again. He didn't think he was ready to face Copter after last night. Nor facing Godt.

Once checking in, getting ready to meet the patient, only then he heard from the nurse in his room telling him that Copter and Godt had an off day today. Copter for health reason, making Tee felt worried for the said guy, and Godt for family business.

Every time he was free, he was looking at his phone, thinking and wondering whether he should call Copter or not. He was dying of worrying, since he knew Copter must have been so hurt last night.

In the end, Tee couldn't decide, but at the same time he couldn't make the call, or even sending a message to ask about Copter, until his break time. He was just about to have some ice coffee, he needed that with everything that happening to him, and he needed some ice coffee to cool down his head, when the nurse coming in telling him he had a visitor. Not a patient.

"Who is it?" he asked.

"I don't know doctor. Never seen her before." Said the nurse confused. There are also an irritation in her tone, but she controlled it well, so not been so obvious. She is one of Tee fanclub member, die hard supporter. So, when a sexy woman come to see his cute yet handsome doctor, of course she felt annoyed.

"Her?" the nurse just shrugged her shoulder.

"Just let her in. But tell her I cannot be long. I only have my short break." Said Tee, not really welcome this uninvited guest.

Tee was just reviewing a random file of his patient when the door of his room opened. He looked up from the document to the said person at the door. Looking up from his feet to her face, Tee could see that the woman wearing a high heels, with small handbag on her hands which is longer than her short dress making Tee cringe to the sight. He even thought, before he could see her face, 'This is hospital, not a runway', just to be shocked a few second after seeing the familiar face of her.

"Pring? What are you doing here?"

End of Chapter 16