The Lost One

~ Chapter 35 ~ Time ~

"RUN! FUCKING RUN!" I scream. The police were about a block behind us but still not far enough to where they couldn't see two people running from them.

A cop speeds up and obviously catches up to us. They stop us and quickly point their guns at us. Soon. We were surrounded by them. There's no way out.
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One Week Later
"They couldn't say that this hand was the one used for the murders since everyone had touched my gun so, I'm, here" I say to Lena "good. Where is she?" Lena asks "on her way" I say and a smile creeps in from the corner of my mouth.

"Good. I need to talk with her" Lena says and leaves the living room and goes to her room. Shit.
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"I'M SO SORRY WE LEFT LENA! I COULDN'T STAY HERE AND HURT YOUR BROTHER MORE THOUGH" Aria yells back at Lena. They had both started arguing and seeing Aria yell at someone else beside me and Owen who was still, no where to be found, was thrilling. I needed to stop it before they got out of hand though.

"YEAH WHATEVER ARIA! YOU ONLY DID WHAT WAS BEST FOR YOU AND DIDN'T THINK ABOUT ME OR CHRISTIAN!" Lena screams "OWEN DIDN'T HAVE TO LEAVE! HE COULD'VE STAYED SO DON'T BLAME ME FOR BOTH OF YALLS FAILED LOVE RIDE!" Aria screams back.

"OH SCREW YOU ARIA! LITERALLY! GO FUCK YOURSELF!" Lena screams angrily. "YOU TOO LENA!" Aria screams back. Lena then leaves the living room and Aria stands there. "I'm sorry for yelling at her but I'm not going to let her run over me" Aria says and slumps on the couch. "I understand but you also need to understand her. Both of you need to talk and not scream at each other" I say and lean back into the couch.

"I'll try to talk to her again soon" she says. "Thank you" I say "mhm" Aria responds.

"So, where am I going to work. Take me to your factory or whatever" Aria says "I don't need you to work for me" I say "then what the fuck did you buy me for" she asks "to have you" I say and stand up. "So, what. You just want us to continue our romantic little story after three years" she says and scoffs. I walk to the fridge and grab me and her a water. "When did I say that?" I say and hand her, her water "never" she says.

"Good, stop putting words in my mouth" I say and sit back down "yes boss" she says and drink some of her water "don't call me that" I say and glare at her "that's what you are" she says "fine, worker" I say and grin "I won't call you boss anymore" she says "smart" I say and look away from her.

I have her finally. I don't plan on giving her up any time soon. Not even if she herself, wants to leave.
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"So, how were your three years" she asks. She was on my bed and I was sitting on my chair. "They were good. I got a couple of girlfriends. They were all very nice women and made me happy" I say and smile. "That's cute" she says and smiles. "Yeah. I enjoyed having them" I say and smile "that's good" she says and nods as she looks at the bed. "Yeah" I say and smile "did they fuck good at least?" She asks me "haven't done that yet" I say and smirk at her question. It's okay to be jealous at the non-existent ex's I have.

"Oh really? I highly doubt that" she says happier, like if she was hoping I would say that. "I haven't fucked anyone Aria, you can stop being jealous of the non-existent ex's I have" I say and smile. "I'm not jealous, I was hoping you'd say you had a few girlfriends and continued to live your life" she says almost regretting her words. "You did? Well too bad" I say and spin in my chair once.

"Have you really still not had sex?" She asks "no" I say "you should, I mean you can pick up just about any girl" she says. "I don't want any girl, I already know who I want" I say and make eye contact with her. "She's lucky" she says. "Quit your act" I say and stand up then walk towards her. "What act" she asks and tilts her head. I take her neck and push her onto my bed. One of my legs between hers and the other on her side.

"You know it's you I want, you can stop with that game shit you're doing" I say and come close to her lips her breathing fastens. "I'll stop" she says and smiles "good" I say and pull away from her but she pulls me back aggressively. "If you show me how much you want me" she adds "I don't want to fuck you right now. This is boring" I say "well then, a player can play the game" she says and sits up "so can the other player" I say and push her back down onto the bed.

"Let me go" she says and grabs my hand "you used to like it there" I say "I do, only when I'm about to cum or when something is turning me on though" she says "like this?" I ask and start to lift her jeans up so I can put my hand in.

She looks at me. "No" she says and adjust herself. "Are you sure Aria?" I ask and start to dip my fingers into her slowly. She nods. "Then I guess I should stop" I say and pull my hand out of her jeans. She groans. "You're actually rude" she says and sits up "don't lie to me and I won't have to be" I say and get up from my bed.

I ignore my arousal in my pants so I can manage to still talk to her.

"Anyway. Where's big brother" I ask "He's back at home, I haven't seen him in a while" she says "and where is home?" I ask "Oregon" she says "y'all went there after y'all left Illinois?" I ask "took a while but, yeah" she says "why so?" I ask "you'd never find us there" she says "mhh" I say "yeah" she says and plays with the string on her bracelet. "How long is a while?" I ask "two years" she says quietly. Damn. "Have y'all talked?" I ask "yeah, it's not the same though" she says "yeah" I say. We're going to Oregon.

"When do you want to go?" I ask "I would go right now but I can't" she says "why?" I ask "you're my boss?" She says "Aria quit with the boss shit. I don't want to be your boss. Just be here with me, I'll pay you like if you were doing something. All I need you to do is be here, you have free reign to do anything. You can leave if you want. Take a day for yourself of whatever. I don't want you to work for me, I just want you around" I say and make her understand what I want from her.

"So you really do just want to get straight back into our romantic little story" she says "no, I want you here. I want not to go another three years without you around. I want you to live around me and me around you. I want to talk to you and spend time with you. We can be friends for fucks sake. I just want you, here. These past three years have been the worst years of my life. My addiction got worst. It all came back but harder and it was hard not to have you here Aria. I completely let myself go. I stoped believing in things, I stoped caring for lots of people. I have become a different person and not on the positive side. This past week has been the best week I've had since you left and I wish I was lying. I was starting to become scared of myself" I say and admit it all to her. "I told you not to do that before I left" she says quietly.

I scoff. "And I begged you not to leave me" I say and stand up. She doesn't say anything after that.

"I'm sorry I did that to you Christian" she says quietly after a while "you're here now. I don't care about all of that now" I say.
She says nothing again.

"Stop thinking about it" I say and go to my closet so I can change out of the clothes I was wearing now and into some other pants or shorts. "I really caused all of that" she asks "yes but you're here now" I say and take my shirt off. I throw it in my dirty laundry basket that I have to wash tomorrow. I then grab and clean shirt and hold it in my hand. I grab some lose pants and briefs and hold those also.

I leave my closet and head to the bathroom. Aria was still sitting on my bed. "What if I make it up to you" she says and stands then starts walking towards me "how" I say and scoff. I turn around to face her and lean my body against my counter. She gets in front of me and looks at me for a little while.

"What?" I ask and tilt my head. "Shh" she says and starts to kneel in front of me. I look down at her, she was now on her knees. "Get up" I say "let me do this for you Christian" she says and starts to undo my belt "get the fuck up, I'm not asking" I say sternly. She does it quickly.

"I don't want head, or sex. If that's what you had to do for them to forgive you I'm sorry, you don't have to do that with me. You aren't going to give me head because you feel like you have to. You don't have to do shit" I say and cup her face into my hand.

"Theres is still gentle-man in you" she says and kind of smiles. "I didn't say there wasn't any left, I said there wasn't a lot left. Go away now" I say and finish taking my belt off. She walks back to my bed and watches me. "Close your eyes" I say and turn around from her. She does it and I take my pants off and step into the shower.

"Can I open" she asks "mhm" I say and shower.