Meh, I'll Figure It Out Someday

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~Lenna's pov~

We had all been rescued by a fishing boat and dumped into a hay truck that smelled like a mixture of damp earth and freshly cut grass. The rough, uneven surface of the hay pricked at my skin as I tried to find a comfortable position among the others. It was a stark contrast to the icy waters we had been battling just moments ago. Shivering, I pulled the blanket they had given us tighter around me, grateful for its warmth despite its soaked state. The adrenaline that had fueled us during our daring escape was now waning, leaving behind a deep exhaustion that threatened to consume us all.

Kamari had fallen asleep on Zuko, her tiny body curled up against his chest.

Zuko's eyes, usually filled with determination, now held a softness and tenderness that I had never seen before, and I couldn't help but stare at them in awe. His rugged face, usually hardened by the harsh realities of our world, now softened as he gently stroked Kamari's hair.

They were both sharing a blanket, but he had put most of the blanket on her, saying she was in a heavy wedding dress that needed extra warmth. It was a gesture that spoke volumes about his love and protectiveness towards Kamari, and it melted my heart.

I saw the rest of the boys shivering in the cold, their thin jackets offering little protection against the biting wind.

"Guys, do you want to huddle up with me?" I called out to them, hoping to offer some warmth and comfort. Cal and Atlas eagerly nodded and gathered around, forming a tight circle as we huddled together for warmth, but only Matteo sat there at the other end of the truck, staring at the sky ,with a distant look in his eyes. I couldn't help but feel a pang of concern for Matteo. He had always been the quiet and reserved one of the group, but tonight he seemed even more withdrawn than usual.

"Matteo." I called out to him softly, trying to catch his attention. He turned his head slightly, acknowledging my presence but not saying a word.

My one arm was wrapped around Cal and Atlas when I raised my empty arm wide open so even Matteo could huddle up close to us. I could see the internal struggle in his eyes as he debated whether or not to join our little huddle. After a moment of hesitation, he slowly shuffled towards us and slowly placed his head on my chest, making me widen my eyes in surprise. The weight of his head against my chest felt both comforting and foreign, a bittersweet reminder of the fragile bond we shared.

I put my hand on his wet hair and felt the warmth radiating from his body. It was a small gesture, but in that moment, it felt like a bridge connecting us, a bridge that had been slowly built over time, with each interaction and shared experience. As I gently stroked his hair, I could sense the tension in his body start to melt away, replaced by a sense of trust and vulnerability.

"Did they both fall asleep?" Matteo whispered. I looked towards Cal and Atlas, huddled against me, and saw their peaceful faces and their steady and calm breathing. It was a rare sight, considering the constant chaos they had. I smiled softly, feeling a wave of contentment wash over me.

As I continued to stroke Matteo's hair, I whispered back to him, "Yes, they're finally asleep."

"Even those two?" He asked as he pointed towards Kamari and Zuko, cuddled up in a corner, their bodies entwined.

"Yep, long back." I whispered back. He sighed, playing with a strand of my wet hair as he leaned closer, his warm breath tickling my ear.

"Just so you know, I wouldn't have huddled up to you like this if I wasn't cold," he murmured. I chuckled softly, leaning into his touch.

"Well, I'm glad I could be your personal heater," I whispered back, feeling a sense of warmth and intimacy in the small space we shared.

He hummed softly in response, his fingers continuing to dance through my hair.

"You're not so bad, Lenna," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. I smiled, my heart fluttering at the tenderness in his words.

"You're not so bad either," I replied, my voice filled with genuine affection.

"I like lemons, but I think I like you even more," he whispered. My jaw hung open in disbelief, and my mind struggled to process his unexpected confession. The warmth that had enveloped us in our little cocoon suddenly intensified, spreading from my cheeks to the tips of my fingers.

I was about to yell at him to explain, but he had fallen asleep before I could react. I couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions - confusion, surprise, and a hint of disappointment. As I watched him peacefully sleep, I realized that perhaps some things are better left unsaid. I gently brushed a strand of hair from his face before leaning my head against the truck's walls.

My heart was beating so loudly in my chest that I was sure he would wake up at any moment.

How could he say something so shocking and then fall asleep as if nothing had happened? It made me question everything I thought I knew about him. Was he playing some kind of twisted game with my emotions? But as I looked at his peaceful face, all those doubts faded away. Maybe he was just exhausted, and his words were a product of sleep-deprived delirium.

A blush formed on my face as the question popped up in my head , Did I like him too? The thought of having feelings for him had never crossed my mind before, but in that moment, it felt like a possibility. I looked at him again. To be honest, he was really handsome, with his tousled hair and gentle smile. It was hard not to be drawn to him, especially when he looked so vulnerable in his sleep. The realization hit me like a wave, causing my heart to race and my palms to sweat. I couldn't deny it any longer - I had feelings for him. But he hated me to the core, so why all of a sudden would he say that? It didn't make sense. I replayed his words in my mind, trying to decipher any hidden meaning or ulterior motive. Maybe it was a cruel joke, a way to toy with my emotions and watch me crumble.

Yet my heart still fluttered with hope, clinging to the possibility that his words held a glimmer of truth. I couldn't help but wonder if there was a chance for us, if maybe, just maybe, he had started to see me in a different light, and even if he doesn't feel the same way about me, there could still be a chance for something more. Should I confront him? Should I let it go and pretend like it never happened? I knew one thing for sure, my emotions were now tangled in a web of confusion, and untangling them would require a decision, no matter how difficult it might be. Meh, I'll figure it out someday. Until then..

Matteo, you are just a handsome man with a smile that could light up a room.

Matteo, you are just a handsome man with a smile that could light up a room

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