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I don't hate the new strategy...I hate myself - TPOT 7 BH ANGST!!

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Context:

Go watch TPOT 7 for the context :) !!Astrobiology!!

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Black Hole P.O.V:

I can't believe what happened! Fanny and Pillow just...killed him...

Why did I trust them? I hate what they did, I hate the new strategy...I hate...

Everything to be honest...

"Hey Black Hole...you're team was going to go recover Tree..." I hear Two say, I turn to look at them.

"Okay...thanks for telling me..." I say, floating over to the RC. Marker punches Tree's name into the Recovery Center. Then a few moments later he pops out of the RC. I can't express how happy I am.

"Tree!-" I begin, floating over there. I want to see him again, I feel so bad that I killed him...

"Uh-...Black Hole...you kinda sucked him up..." Marker murmurs. I open my eyes and see that Tree is no longer there. I stop.

"I-I...I...Ugh!" I shout, I fly away quickly...I just caused death again! I killed him again...I made him suffer...again. I want to cry...I can't. I want to scream...I can't.

I'm a stupid Black Hole after all. I can't do anything right...

I decide to hide in the rooms in the hotel Two gave us. I wish I could cry...I wish I could react...I wish I could be normal...

Why can't I be normal?

I just float in the middle of the room, it's dark. It's not like I can turn on a light or anything...I can't do anything.

I don't know how long I've been just floating there. Thinking...Thinking about...what a horrible teammate I've been.

My stupid ideas and wants...always wanting to what I want...I'm the reason Tree died. I'm the one who made Fanny hate everything...the reason she hates the P.A.C.T...I'm the reason we keep loosing...

"Black Hole?"

I don't turn around, I hear Two's voice. I don't care, I just want to be alone.

"Black Hole."

I turn around, Tree. I don't speak, he's here? He...wants to visit me? No...he was forced to...he doesn't want to see me.

I don't know what to say...

He's mad at you.

He hates you....

He wishes he never met you.

He thinks you're an awful person.

I can't hold it in anymore, I hate this, I hate feeling like this. I don't want to hurt people. But that's all I'm good for.

"I-I'm so so s-so sorry..." I begin to "cry". I can't cry...I can't do anything a normal object can do. I'm a freak. I look down, I can't look at him, I can't look at either of them. I try and breathe, I can't...I don't know why.

I've always been able to breathe. I'm a Black Hole after all. So why now? Why now when I feel like shit? I squeeze my eyes shut, I can't do this. I don't deserve to be here.

"Black Hole!" I don't look up, I don't feel a thing. I'm hyperventilating...Lightning use to do that when he was stressed. We'd all comfort him, make him feel better.