Chapter thirty four.

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Hanni is on her way driving the car but her mind was drifting away, it was in another time and universe, but her heart is so broken to even try to fixed it on her own. She's awfully bad in choosing people to love yet her chosen one isn't a human anyways. A vampire, a very good in deceiving vampire.

She got more questions so she drive into Haerin and Danielle's apartment and upon arriving the door open revealing Haerin on her shirt and toss hair

"Am I interrupting something?" She asked but Haerin just shake it's head and open the door widely

She saw Danielle at the couch on her robe and waiting for Haerin, as she sat down at the couch. Haerin have this confuse look by the dried tears on her cheeks

"Did you cry?" Haerin asked her and she nods she look at the woman coldly and sigh in frustration on her heart

"Tell me do you know about my resemblance to Honey Lee? " she said in a plain tone got Haerin stiffen on her position then sigh

"Of course I know... Even your connection to her... " Haerin said

"Then you let your sister use me to fulfill her empty spaces!? She loves me because me and Honey Lee are look a like!? Huh!?" She began to yell as her tears falls again

She's so hurt to the core that she didn't even know how to stop her heart from further bleeding.

"Hanni you have to listen first!" Haerin starts to yell to from the rush on her veins, the fear and hate to be the one who knows the truth right from the start

"Never." Hanni said with finality, she wiped away her tears and stood up "what do you mean by killing Minji using me?" She asked

If Minji won't answer her questions then she will force Haerin to do it.

"You have a human body, you're a human barely, you can hold the dagger that can kill us Vampires and they can use you as an instrument to kill Minji... Vampires can hypnotize you and turning you into their own little pet, they are the only one who can set you free from that and they will use you to kill my sister... " Haerin explain

Hanni is now confuse to herself.

She knows she's mad, she's angry, but her heart was yearning for the girl, and now she's afraid she'll watch her die because of her too. There is nothing more painful than to be the main cause of the death of your lover.

She shut her eyes, is this the reason why Minji's not telling her about it?, but she needs to know... She have to know.

She groan in frustration and leave the place not hearining more words from Haerin any further, she drive home and when she arrive , she saw Minji at the door eyes half close and her neck are bleeding,even her lips had cuts and spitting some blood.

Her heart broke in the view, she kneel in front of Minji and held her face softly

"What happened!? Who did this to you?" She asked the girl

"J-jake and Jay... " Minji said and her head fell at the crook of her neck and she immediately stood the girl up and bring her at the bedroom.

"Why didn't you fight back?" She asked, knowing all to well that Minji is so strong that she can beat a whole group of werewolves but now only two Vampires got her like this?

"It's your house... I don't want anyone to ruin this clean and beautiful house of yours" Minji said her eyes near closing.

She starts treating her deepest wounds receiving some hiss from Minji. The girl had fallen asleep she must be so drain.

She sat at the edge of the bed starring at Minji's face. She doesn't know if she can push this girl away but for her heart she have to. Knowing that Minji is not in love with her Hanni but with Honey Lee.

The woman who is a hundred percent look like her.

After few Minutes Minji open her eyes and reach for her hand but she shove it away

Minji was shock in those actions so she sat at the bed looking at Hanni and tried to touch her again but she was shocked when Hanni shove it away once again.

"Baby what's wrong?" She asked the woman even if her body is far too weak to have an argument with Hanni, she will choose to suffer in this than losing Hanni.

"Who is Honey Lee?"

𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚓𝚒'𝚜 𝙿𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚅𝚒𝚎𝚠.

My ears perk up when I hear that name, I tried touching her but she keep shoving my hand away

"How do you know that name?" I asked her but she just got angry and slap my face very loud

"That's not what I asked Kim Minji!" She began to yell and teared up as she stood up and distance herself to me.

I get up out of the bed and tried getting near her, hoping the distance to diminished so I can hold her, I badly need her embrace I'm so weak.

"S-she's my ex lover" I said “and it's you... ” I added in my brain.

As much as I want her to know about Honey Lee, about her connection with Honey I want her to remember it all by herself

"Who exactly looks like me?" She said sobbing so hard

I silently nods looking down

"You use me to fulfill your inhibitions! Your empty spaces but after all the one that you Love is Honey Lee but not me Kim Minji!" She yelled to me

"No! You have to liste--" but she cut me off slapping my face again

"I don't wanna hear it! You used me and that's the yruth!" She said and slap me again as I let her

She slap my right cheek "for using me!" She said as she slap my right cheek then she slap my left cheek "for all of the broken love and trust!" Then she slap me one last time "for my tears!"

I stayed still, how can I explain her the things when she shuts me off before I could even utter a word

"Don't you ever tried showing yourself to me! Never again Kim Minji! I don't wanna see you anymore! " she said I shake my head as for the second time my heart broke

"No please... Han I love you, you have to listen to me" I said but she chuckle and slap me again

"We're done! Leave my place! Get out of my life!" She said

I sigh and let my tears to fall, no matter how many times I tell her I love her, she will still want me gone in her life

"I'll fulfill every wish you make... I'm leaving Pham... " I said as I weakly made my way to the bedroom door but before I even leave I look at her

"Once you remember everything, I hope it's not too late for us" I said and sigh "I love you as you Hanni... " for the last time I let go of my words and leave the place.

I'm planning to hide for a long time, like I used to do after losing Honey this time I lose her again but as Hanni Pham.

"I love you.. So damn much"-Kim Minji

𝙷𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚒'𝚜 𝙿𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚅𝚒𝚎𝚠

I can leave on my own without her, without anyone in my life. I'll be just fine, but my heart is hurting so much that I can't even stop my tears from pouring out of my eyes

" I love you Kim Minji... "-Pham Hanni

A/n: enjoy reading lovies

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