On The Edge Of Darkness

On the edge of darkness-8

It was early in the morning Knott rubbing his head harshly yawning he walk out form his last night dark checks tight shirt which tightly fits his chest with top buttons pop up, biceps revealing and blue torn tight jeans, he is getting out form his bedroom to hall thinking how he end up in home, he only remember him and his buddy went to a club for drinking , he is pulling his hair as his head is aching

He leisurely walks to kitchen to cook some hangover soup while walking through the luxurious hall he is smelling some rich delicious soup smell along with celery leaves and mint leaves smell hit his nostrils inhaling the sweet smell he walked to kitchen

He keeps staring to the familiar back tied with yellow apron lace over a black shirt he blinked his eyes to see Kongpob standing beside the man and they were exchanging polite smiles and stirring the soup

"what are you doing here?" he asked, his voice sound with a soft base mostly it tunes like a police officer voice which somewhat people usually feel like stiffen to hear that audible voice yet with a soft base

Hearing the heavy voice he stopped stirring and looks to Kongpob who is already starring to Knott

the studious heavy build person walks to the familiar person and stands by his shoulder "I'm asking what are you doing here,"

Tew looks at him with pain filled eyes which made Knott to gulp his throat, Tew tried to get away his legs were already shivering but he was held by elbow, "I think I asked you a question?"

Tew tried to get his hand out feeling hurt with Knott dealing him not so right way, "....let go," he sussed yet he knew his voice came too weak

"you were the one who is being in my home," Knott asked back without losing his grip on Tew elbow who kept staring into Knott eyes with lots of feelings transpiring through their eyes.

Tew closed his eyes in remembering what happened last night, he met Knott again, "I did not come on my ownself,"

Last night Knott and arthit had huge amount of drinks out of heart broken and Knott did not remember anything, after a year or two, passing out from university Knott met Tew again in a bar as a waiter in bar, Knott proposed to his junior and they were going well until a small misunderstanding occurred and they broke up with heavy hearts with Tew not having a heart to explain himself and he don't feel like proving. Now that Knott met Tew under alcohol their seem to be a different situation and Knott does not remember what he did!

Knott just stared to Tew hard stare making him endure all the love he had stored in his heart he just kept staring back asking him how can Tew be so stubborn he just asked him say no to the other senior words and Tew just stood stubborn just like now.

"...still the same?"

"do I have to answer you when I had nothing to do with your questions, when I was not wrong why do I need to prove? For whom? To prove what! yes I will be still the same I will never change if it comes to prove myself I don't have to I am self-worth myself, I don't need to do things which I don't wanted to or need too...."

That just hit Knott somewhere upon his heart he just pushed stared harder gripping Tew elbow in a more hurtful manner where Tew just stared with all the love filled in his eyes he is hurt! He wants Knott to understand him and support him.

Kongpob staring between the two being uncomfortable he came standing between the two "p'Knott, I should ask you, do you remember last night," he asked with a certain raise in eyebrows

and Knott sway his head half way as he don't remember anything he replied, "nope, I don't, is there anything I need to know?" he questioned with curious eyes, his eyes travelled to Tew who is shielding behind Kongpob