On The Edge Of Darkness

on the edge of darkness-34

Arthit is looking for kongpob in the hospital, he knew he will be working today, he walks to the intern room to find kongpob sitting alone at the table having his head supported on arms he can see the trembling shoulders he walks to kongpob standing their without any sound he keeps staring to the sleeping figure, kongpob phone rings he get a call "yes, I will be on duty today, okay....I will look into the case, which floor, okay okay"

Answering the call he slips the phone back to pocket he hissed in pain his bottom his paining him he stretches his limbs those are paining too he moaned in pain and cried "p'Arthit...."

"yes...I am here,"

Kongpob flinched his face churn in pain he looks to Arthit as if he is seeing ghost "what the hell are you doing here?"

"I...I"

The later eyes turned mist Arthit is vulnerable. Kongpob gets to his knees "I have work, I will take my leave."

Arthit closed his eyes in pain

kongpob stands up baring his every nerve of bones, his pains are increasing for each hour passing on, he tries to walk

Arthit comes to feet blocking kongpob way he steps closer to kongpob as kongpob back softly tuds to the closed lockers his lips were trembling he cannot pretend anymore it pains to leave Arthit.

He closes their gap "...had breakfast"

He closed his eyes gulping his sob, Arthit calls to the reception "kongpob is on leave today, he had some urgent work with me, he will be with me today, take care of his schedules,"

His throats moving up and down, he keeps looking to Arthit looking to him with caring eyes, he asked "What work? You did not tell me anything?" he shook his head with clear mist forming in eyes

"first, lets go home, I will cook breakfast,"

With the word 'home' His heart beating against his ribs, Arthit was closer to him he can breath Arthit

"can you walk?"

He is breaking kongpob with his caring tone,

"what are you up for?" he tried to ask with angry tone

Arthit had his head down "....let's just go home, everything will be fine,"

Kongpob protested stepping a little back to lockers "Home.." his voice trembling "..how can I? ..I killed your mother, how can I?"

Arthit shook his head he steps ahead "....don't speak anything now, please, Let's just go home."

Kongpob stayed silent he want to be hugged too, he want to be pampered, he want to be in those arms, he do want to pretend yesterday and continue today

He felt a hand on his soft slim butt "...is it unbearable"

Kongpob sobs into Arthit neck "...you can be little more gentle, it hurts like hell,"

Arthit closed his eyes letting the tears drops "sorry..."

Kongpob nuzzles into Arthit neck breathing him its paining him to leave Arthit

"I will take care of you, let's go home,"

"home" kongpob asks

he raised him into his arms "lets go home,"

"home" he sobs into Arthit neck

He walks with sobbing kongpob in his arm, getting everyone's attention on him, his knees trembling every time kongpob breathing on his neck sniffing him and wetting his shirt with tears, he held him closer to his chest like a rose petal. Walking to the car He makes him sit in the car he kissed his forehead, kongpob trembled looking away, the gentle care is breaking him