A/N:yea this is abt toms od on viagra!! and i wanna apologise for this IM SORRY

after i got the text from bill i show bea,

"holy fuck viagra? was he trying to have a lightsabe-"
"bea,no jokes right now."
"oh,yea...my bad..do you wanna go to the hospital?"
"i mean,i kind if have to for tom,and myself.."
"oh yeaaa! lets go,"

me and bea rushed to the hospital. once we got there i felt an overwhelming sickness,like i wanted to just fall and never get back up. my eyes rolled to the back of my head and i saw stars and blurry doctors running to me,then darkness.

was this the end?

is this what dying feels like?

"please kory wake up! please,oh god. shes gone isnt she? no!" a voice shouts,an empty room is filled with echos of cries.

but im right here?

im still here?

am i?

"she had internal bleeding. we dont know if shes going to live. we just need to wait for her to wake up."

i am awake.

im right here,

IM STILL HERE.

"shes been out of surgery for weeks,why is she not awake? her skin is cold,COLD! shes gone,call the family and let them know."

im not cold,

i can feel.

the scratchy hospital bed,

the stitches,

i feel it all.

"toms okay,we got the call about kory. where is she? they told us they lost her,what does that mean?"

i am okay.

im not lost.

I AM OKAY.

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