22: my girl.

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"october 13th,2:24 pm."

~bills pov~

im crashing into doctors and people as i run through the hospital,i cant feel my face with tears running down it.

"where is she?"
"in here sir."

i open the door to see my beautiful girl,pale,lifeless.

this wasn't real.

"no,shes still here,this isn't my girl. this isn't her,wheres her nail polish? she always has nail polish on."
"bill they took it off."
"no,she always wears dark red nail polish. this isn't kory."
"bill."
"what? WHAT? this is not her."

i cant stop the tears from falling,until im kneeling on the ground next to her,caressing her face,moving strands of her dark hair out of her face.

i did this.

i caused this.

I AM THE REASON.

I AM THE CAUSE.

"my girl,my girl." i say through a broken voice.

her cold skin touches my hand,its like ice to me.

please dont let this be the end.

***
~1 month later~

i go to her house to pick up some of her stuff. bea shows me her room,all her stuff in the same place as that one night.

i look on her nightstand to see a crimson red nail polish. i open it and paint one of my nails that color,then shove the polish in my pocket. i miss her. i then see her perfume,her photos,her clothes. it was too much.

after i grab a few things of hers i wanted to keep,i go home.

my girl.

my. girl.

and she was gone.

A/N: so!

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