-𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐑𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐮 | 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐞

-ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ-

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Tw: Mental breakdowns-
It was hard for me say something, i was silent, sitting in the chair infront of him. He looked at me, i looked to the ground "We returned so early again because a few people found out where we were and most likely wanted to murder us, and..." It was like a blockage that prevented me from saying another word, I couldn't get any sound out no matter how hard I tried "and?" He asked

"I'm pregnant..." i said still not looking at him,i heard him gasp "WHAT?!" He screamed jumping of his chear "i'm pregnant..." he looked at me completely stunned. The thoughts in my head were spinning, it was like a thousand questions in my head but also like none at all. "Does rindou know?" He asked suddenly as he calmed down from his shock I just shook my head.

"What should i do?" I asked as I hid my face in my hands and sobbed he gave me a handkerchief and some water. " i dont know, you should Definitely tell him and then you two have to decide for yourself what happens."He explained My tired eyes met his. I wasn't feeling well at all I felt like I was in a deep hole that no one could get me out of

"What if he will leave me then?" I asked "rindou would never leave you, he loves you so much, and also he wouldn't have married you if he would give you up so easily" that actually just made me feel better i smiled slightly and hugged him "thanks koko"

When we sat down normally again, Rindou came into the room and asked what was going on "Y/n needs to tell you something" Kokonoi said and stand up "whats wrong?"
I explained to him that I didn't feel bad about the vacation but because he got me pregnant.

You could tell he was shocked and didn't know what to do, "You're pregnant?" He hugged me and told me that he would always be with me and that he would do whatever it took for me. I hugged him back and asked him what we should do now "i dont know, but i think we can't keep this Baby.." He said and looked very sad "i know"

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A while later we decided to go to an abortion clinic, We had to realize that we were only putting the child in danger and that Mikey would never accept that. I also knew that Mikey would blame himself if something happened to the baby, and I didn't want that either.

We now drove to the clinic, Kokonoi drove to accompany us. I gave the woman my health insurance card and we sat down in the waiting room. A good half hour passed before I was finally called "Y/n Haitani?" The woman screamed across the room, I got up and went into the room. The doctor put a gel on my stomach for the ultrasound and did a few tests. "Would you please take a seat in the waiting room again? We will call you when the tests are available and then we will call you back" the woman said and i left the room

It felt like an eternity again, the only thing you could hear in the waiting room was the ticking clock which made me even more nervous. After what felt like an eternity, I was finally called back again, and i entered the room again. "Miss Haitani What I'm saying now won't be easy for you" she said at the beginning "You're not pregnant, and you can't get pregnant either" The Doktor said

I was shocked at her statement, i couldn't belive it Yes, I never wanted children anyway, but hearing this now made me break mentaly. "Oh well thanks for telling me..." I didn't say anything else and left the room and ran out of the hospital. I didn't say anything to Rindou and Koko and even though they were running after me, I was faster than them.

I hid behind the hospital and they didn't find me there either, I started crying again and lit a cigarette I had with me. I needed this right know...How can this affect me like this if I never wanted to have children? I slid down the wall and put my head on my knees, I finished my cigarette and was already smoking the next one.

Until I finally smoked the whole pack, I couldn't take it anymore and I didn't want anymore. I heard my phone vibrate repeatedly with calls and messages from Rindou and Kokonoi. I ignored it i didn't want to talk to anyone.

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Wow, the chapter is amazing, something a little different haha.
Not every chapter will be like this, but I think something like that is part of it<3
Anyways 828 words ♡
See youu in the next chapter