I Love You So

Part 40

Amanda was laying in bed, curled up in Ricks body. She felt Rick kiss the back of her neck, his hands fumbling with the waistband of her panties, "It's too early." Amanda said tiredly, but lifted her hips up for Rick to remove her underwear.

"You don't gotta do anything, just lay there and look pretty." Rick mumbled, his raspy voice booming in Amanda's ear. He slid down his boxers, looking over at Amanda for consent, knowing she was still tired

Amanda reached behind her, spreading her cheeks apart for Rick, closing her eyes as she waited, "hurry." She said, impatiently

Rick grinned as he slowly slid his length inside of her, letting our a shaky breath. He gripped her hips, thrusting slowly, giving her a moment to adjust.

Amanda reached over, gripping her pillow as she shifted underneath him, "Shit." She said softly, still half asleep

Rick gently kissed her shoulder, his stubble tickling her. He moaned lowly as he reached forward, sliding his hands up her shirt as he continued to thrust. Rick cupped her breast gently, thrusting harder, "I love you." He said quietly

Amanda buried her face in the pillow, moaning softly before she finally pulled away.

"You alright?" Rick asked worriedly

Amanda nodded as she shifted so she was on top of Rick. She slid her shirt off, throwing it across the room towards the hamper, but missed. She placed her hands on Ricks chest as she tilted her head forward, watching as Rick guided himself inside of her. Amanda closed her eyes, tilting her head back as she swayed her hips in slow circles, savoring the feeling of him filling her up

Rick rested his hands behind his head as he watched Amanda in awe, "Look at you." Rick praised, "You're so beautiful." He said proudly. He reached down to grab her hips but stopped seeing bruises. Rick looked up at Amanda, concerned, "Did I do this? I'm sorry." He said

"No, I like them. It reminds me that I'm yours." Amanda said, placing her hands on the wall as she swayed her hips, shifting her feet. She moaned softly as she began bouncing, looking over at herself in the mirror

"Babe, I'm not gonna last much longer if you keep this up." Rick admitted, watching her breasts as she bounced.

Amanda looked down at Rick, placing her hands back on his chest as she traced a stab wound. She closed her eyes, humming out a soft moan as she felt Rick release inside of her. Amanda looked down at Rick, "Good morning." She smiled

Rick furrowed his eyebrows, "You didn't finish." He noted

"That's okay." Amanda smiled as she leaned down, kissing Rick softly

"No, it's not. It's not fair we had sex because I wanted to them you don't get to finish." Rick argued, holding onto her hips

"Rick, I'm okay, really. We have a lot to do today." Amanda smiled, prying his fingers off her hips, "I'm gonna go shower." She said with a smile as she walked into the bathroom, turning on the water. She hummed softly as she touched the water, waiting for it to warm up. She took a quick shower before she began drying her body off. She wrapped herself in a towel, making her way over to the closet. Amanda changed into a pair of black jeans and a dark red tank top. She put her hair in two braids before she walked downstairs, smiling softly at Carl and Judith, "Hi, my babies." She smiled, kissing their heads, "I'm gonna go to the infirmary and pack for our trip. I love you guys." She said, not in the mood for a conversation. She grabbed her bag, walking out the front door. She hummed softly as she walked to the infirmary, opening the door and closing it behind her. Amanda sat down on a chair, sighing softly as she buried her hands in her face, feeling overwhelmed. She felt like she was failing Alexandria - Negan was becoming too strong, the community was becoming weaker and more vulnerable. She knew they wouldn't last long with Negans antics.