I Love You So

Part 44 - TW / mentions of SA

Amanda felt her eyes roll back as his thick shaft forced its way inside of her, "I've missed you." She whispered, cupping his cheek, connecting their lips. His hot, sweaty body pressed against Amanda's, the only thing keeping him from enclosing on her was his forearms, which he used to prop himself up.
Amanda trailed her nails down his back, leaving marks from her nails as her lips connected to his neck, leaving hickeys. Subtle reminders to everyone around that he belonged to her.
Amanda glanced down, looking at their connecting bodies. She noted the way her legs were propped up by his thighs. His massive, muscular thighs. The way his abs flexed with each one of his deep thrusts, directed towards her g spot. It was as if he knew his way around Amanda's body  the way he knew his way around his childhood home. It was familiar. Comforting. Soothing.
Amanda pressed her chest into his body, wanting nothing more than to be suffocated by his love, "I love you." She whispered, cupping his cheek.

Amanda woke up with a jolt, a sheer layer of sweat encasing her body, "Rick? Rick?" She called, looking around the unfamiliar cabin, "Rick?"

Shane jogged into the bedroom where Amanda was located, "Hey, hey, darlin', it's alright." He said, as if his presence was the one Amanda was seeking

"Shane?" Amanda asked, rubbing her eyes, still in disbelief of the entire situation

"You've been out for a minute." Shane chuckled, "You must've hit your head pretty hard earlier." He noted, scanning her face, "C'mon, I made lunch."

"Shane, I wanna go. I need to find Rick." Amanda said

"Yeah, we all want to find Rick." Shane said, "But first, you need strength. Come eat." He said

Amanda crawled out of the bed, looking around the cabin anxiously. She held onto the wall as she walked, looking around, "I still don't know how you ended up here."

"Morales and I ended up being found by Negan. Brought back to life. Shown that we have worth." Shane explained

"Morales? Morales from the quarry?" Amanda asked

"Mmhmm." Shane said, "We ran into each other and stuck together." He explained

"How's his family doing?" Amanda asked

"No complaints on their end seeing that they're dead." Shane said, bluntly

"Oh." Amanda said, sitting down at the table, "Well, what do you want from me?" She asked

"I need you to get me into Alexandria." Shane said, "I gotta see Lori. I gotta see my child."

Amanda's face softened, "Shane." She said, "Lori passed away. She died in childbirth. Her and the baby didn't make it." She said softly

"Negan talked about a kid being at Alexandria. About the same age MY kid would be." Shane said loudly

"Shane, that's my baby. Rick and I had a little girl." Amanda said, "We left the farm and traveled for a while. We found a nice place to set up camp. A prison. We had walls, gates, everything. We got comfortable." She said

"Comfortable enough to have a kid?" Shane questioned

"Yeah." Amanda said, "A baby girl. Judith."

"Judith." Shane chuckled softly, shaking his head

"Yeah." Amanda said again, "I'm sorry, Shane." She said softly

"Alright." Shane said, exhaling, "I have second favor." He said

"Okay." Amanda said, looking up at him

"There's an oil rig about 40 miles north of here. I found it while scavenging. I need you to help me break in and get some gas. I need enough gas to get me to the coast."