*Open Ended*
You meet your bias in the strangest of circumstances.. But is it everything you imagined it would be like?
(!!) People seem to ignore the mature rating and warnings, so +18 is in the title. (for a reason)
Warnings (not limited to)
Swea...
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I've not stopped thinking about Chan from Saturday night. As much as mushy Chan has my heart, dark and intense Chan just drives me crazy. I thought he had lost that side of him, but he just needed it coaxing back out.
You need an element of lust to keep that hunger for someone, and it's definitely reignited that little burn inside my heart, but it's just annoying that it's returned just as I'm leaving.
To take my mind off it, though, I'll do the only think I can think of.
Shopping.
I want to get something plaid, as the first time I met them all I wore a plaid skirt. I want the same for the last time I'll see them for a while, just as a little nod to the occasion. Not like they'd notice, though.
I haven't really got anything red, so I think I will look for a red skirt. It'll be a new addition to my wardrobe that I will hopefully get plenty of wear out of it.
I walked into one of the shopping districts, and there was a Harajuku and gothic vibe shop that I have been in now and again, but put off buying too much as they are quite pricey. There's always a sale rack though so it's worth popping in there.
I went straight to the sale section when I got inside, and I couldn't believe my eyes. There was around 3 red skirts on the rail, all the same style, just different sizes.
I checked if my size was there, and luckily it was.
I tried it on in the changing rooms and it fit perfectly.
That's half of my outfit already.
I picked up a choker necklace as well and took the items to the till.
I went home after successfully finding what I wanted, which cut my shopping trip incredibly short, but I couldn't really afford to be buying things I don't need too much, so it can wait until I'm earning actual money, that is unless the student finance rinses me.
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It's finally Saturday and I'm absolutely buzzing to see the show.
Hannie said he got me a decent seat in the audience section. There was limited tickets available, but before they were even on sale he got one sorted for me. Perks for being besties with an idol.
I ran a bath to relax a bit, then I washed my hair, shaved and exfoliated.
I took my time with my skin care, and when it came to perfume, I noticed a bottle that I forgot I had. The Body Shops 'Black Musk'.. The only reason I bought it is because I read somewhere that Chan uses it, but I've never sprayed it since I bought it. Maybe I could wear that?
I gave a spritz on my neck and the smell of warm vanilla hit me. It was almost peppery and made me wonder why the fuck I never used it before. I don't really have that good of a nose, so I have no idea if Chans ever used it since I've known him, but I wont be surprised if he did. It smells so.. sensual..
