Aru was in her room. Her mom was on a trip so she had Mini and Brynne stay with her. I had come over to visit.
"Hi ammamama" Brynne greeted me as she opened the door.
"Hi" I responded after taking of my shoes. I walked into the living room and then Brynne walked into the kitchen.
"Oh yeah your girlfriend's upstairs in her room"
I turned pink.
"Aru's not my girlfriend"
"Well, how'd you know it was Aru I was talking about?" She shot back, poking her head out of the kitchen with a raised eyebrow.
I turned red. I promptly walked up the stairs. Truth be told, I would love to have been dating Aru. She's so amazing. I don't know where to start describing her. She's just Aru. And that's what made her perfect.
I knocked on her door,
"Shah?"
No answer. I got a bit nervous.
"Shah?"
Now i was worried. I opened the door to her asleep sitting on her chair, her head resting on a book. I smiled. I picked her up and placed her on her bed carefully. She had her headphones on. I took them off her head and heard faint music from them. I put them on.
I know that you love me
Darling, you don't have to say it
You know you can trust me
It's okay, it's complicated
Nervous, trip over my words
You're so pretty, it hurts
Baby, I'm yours
Baby, I'm yours
Baby, I'm yours
I need something more, I'll pray to the Lord
That baby, I'm yours
Is it too late to see you?
I love the view of your headlights
Wanna get to know you (know you)
Brought you to my house for the night
Nervous, trip over my words
You're so pretty, it hurts
Baby, I'm yours
Baby, I'm yours
Baby, I'm yours
I need something more, I'll pray to the Lord
That baby, I'm yours
We're gettin' closer, inches away
Lose composure, favorite mistake
Friendship's over, won't be the same
(Baby, I'm yours, yours, yours)
(Baby, I'm yours, yours, yours)
(I need something more, more, more)
(But baby, I'm yours)
Baby, I'm yours
Baby, I'm yours
Baby, I'm yours
I need something more, I'll pray to the Lord
Baby, I'm yours
At the end of the song, I had a little bit of pink on my face. I decided to listen a bit more, because Aru always had her headphones on, minus when she was at school. They were either covering her ears or hung around her neck. i clicked the on button to see the song playing next. it was called 'i wanna be your girlfriend'.
Is she Bi, I wondered. And then the more negative part of my brain added in, or lesbian.
Oh, Hannah, I wanna feel you close
Oh, Hannah, come lie with my bones
Oh, Hannah, don't look away
Oh, Hannah, just look at me the same
I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath
I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath
Oh, Hannah, oh, Hannah, oh, Hannah, oh, Hannah
Oh, Hannah, tell me something nice
Like flowers and blue skies
Oh, Hannah, I will follow you home
Although my lips are blue and I'm cold
I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath
Oh, Hannah, oh, Hannah, oh, Hannah, oh, Hannah
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath
I don't wanna be your friend
I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna be your bitch
And I wanna touch you, but not like this
The look in your eyes
My hands between your thighs
Oh, this can't be real
It's all just a dream
I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I don't wanna be your friend
Lose my breath (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I don't wanna be your friend
Lose my breath
That was the end of that one. Aru had a very peculiar music taste. It was all related to love so far. I kept listening.
I wanna be your vacuum cleaner
Breathing in your dust
I wanna be your Ford Cortina
I will never rust
If you like your coffee hot
Let me be your coffee pot
You call the shots, babe
I just wanna be yours
Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Let me be your leccy meter
And I'll never run out
Let me be the portable heater
That you'll get cold without
I wanna be your setting lotion (wanna be)
Hold your hair in deep devotion (I'll be)
At least as deep as the Pacific Ocean
Now I wanna be yours
Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
Wanna be yours
(Wanna be yours)
I wanna be your vacuum cleaner (wanna be yours)
Breathing in your dust (wanna be yours)
I wanna be your Ford Cortina (wanna be yours)
I will never rust (wanna be yours)
I just wanna be yours (wanna be yours)
I just wanna be yours (wanna be yours)
I just wanna be yours (wanna be yours)
I realized they all had one thing in common. All three songs were about wanting to be with someone. I quickly unlocked the phone with Aru's finger, because who was this mystery guy hurting my Aru. I looked at the playlist that the music was playing from while Heather played. I knew this one because of the countless times Aru and this girl named Sara (yes i put myself in you got a problem?) would burst out singing it walking home from school.
why would you ever kiss me?
I gasped.
I'm not even half as pretty
The playlist was named Wifey. and the description made my heart sink even more.
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
'He doesn't like me,
but you like her better
But I love him'
Wish I were heather.....
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Yeah, this was a bit rushed.
Also, for the Happy face chapter if you thought Brynne or Aru, you are correct, but it was also representing me a bit too if you get what I mean. The musical love chapter was about Aruden too, but I might make a Mindy oneshot sometime. also 982 words is not bad
i have no words 🤐
-Sara
