chapter 11

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"hv you ever wanted to say goodbye to this world full of misery,
To this world of sinful scenery;
To this world,with hundreds of nemesis,
To this world, with eyes full of sympathy.

Hv you ever wanted to say goodbye to this world full of cries,
To this world, with stomach full of starving mice;
To this world, with brains full of greediness and mind of wise

Hv you ever wanted to say goodbye to this world full of lust,
To this world, where heart made of false trust;
To this world, where poor is treated as dust,
And rich is treated as poors must.''

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I woke up to find myself laying near the door to my room.

My body hurts. i got up with the support of the wall and walked to my bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes are bruised so badly that they are purple now and I am sure it's gonna turn black. My sister hit me there.my nose is bursted. cheeks are purple as well. Blood is dried at the corner of my lips.  I pulled my shirt up to find a bruise near my belly button. I am broken. I look devastating. I cant do this anymore. I was laying at the floor fainted and no one noticed because no one truly cares. No one truly cares if I m alive or dead. So why am I even alive. There are so many people who everyone needs but they still cant survive and here I am to whom no one needs but still here. May someone who everyone needs and wants have my life.

I walked to my desk and open the drawer. I remember keeping a blade here last time I tried. I found it.

I walked back to the bathroom. Sat on the commode sit.

It's time to say bye to this world full of misery.

Maybe I will die now. Maybe god would see my desperation and kill me this time.

With a final breath, I cut my wrist. Blood splashed in my face and all over the bathroom. I have seen this shit 9 fucking times and I want this to be a final one.

I cut my wrist again and again and again until I blanked out.

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Hey!!
So?
What do you guys think about this chapter?..........I knew you would love it...........I hope so

(Also I m so sorry for late update..)

And what do you think about the poem in start? Rate it from 1-10 and do you guys want more of such poems

this chapter was so depressing I know........

And what do you think is gonna happen next?

Is sarah dead?

If yes, then Who will lead the book now?

Anyways byeeee
Take care ❣️

XOXO❤️✨

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