You take pleasure in this!
You rob me of friendships and bonds!
Why!?
You can't have my soul!
You can't have my spirit!
But yet you try!
Why!?
You got your bargain!
I'm drinking again!
Lying to some!
Cussing more!
So why can't you leave me alone!
What!? Hm?
Why take away the one woman that I consider a mother!? When you already taken one of them away from me!
Fuck you!
I can't stand the fuck out of you!
Stop rattling me damn it!
You will never win!
Leave me alone!
Stop working in my life!
Stop trying to work through people to get to me!
Can't you see that I had enough!
Like just fucking stop!
I hate frustrated crying!
I am not running this shit with you!
Fucking get lost!
I hate you!
So hate me too!!!
This a poem that I have written for the devil. He keeps attacking me and today I had enough. I hate what he did today. He took my anger and used it to destroy something that I clung too. Now it can't even be fixed. I hate this shit. I know now that with my co worker and I we will never work out. Because she keeps destroying me. Today she ruin and burned down the last thing that I could count on.
I am no longer me. I'm in a cave now. Only my sister will be able to take me out today.
