My Kitchen Sink

Okay

It's hard watching yourself make mistakes

Watching yourself fail

And then you have to pick yourself back up

Which had always been my weak spot

The whole picking yourself up bit

I'm working on finding a happy medium

But I'm starting to learn okay is a relevant term

Let's compare it to the sky

It doesn't mean I'm rainbows and sunshine

But it also doesn't mean I'm a black storm cloud

And for other people both these things are okay

I've found a gray area that's working for me

I am not a clear sky

I am cloudy

I am not storming

I am content

And you take your blue days

And your black days

Because I have grown fine

With keeping mine cloudy

But yet forgiving