shawn mendes imagines

i-well-see-i... you

you were at home alone in your bedroom. drops of rain pat your window as many thoughts run in your head.

"why hasnt he said it yet? we've been together for months yet it hasnt escaped out of his mouth. does he not want me as a girlfriend anymore? am i not like other girls? am i not good enough for him?" you whisper to yourself.

a light knock on the door stops you and your train of thoughts. youre home alone. who can that possibly be?

you run down the stairs with a book in your hand to hit that person trying to invade your space on a lazy day. you slowly open the door ready to smack the person when you realize its shawn. all wet in his obey sweater and loose sweats. his eyes red and blotchy. you dropped the book and it landed face flat on the ground. has he been crying?

"shawn?? what are you-come inside we'll talk here." you choked out not knowing what to say.

"y/n.. i have-have something to-to say to you." his teeth shivers as he speaks once he walks into the lonely house. he wipes his tears with the sleeves of his sweater. you examined his face. there was tear stains on his rosy soft cheeks and you were in awe.

your heart raises wanting to know what he wanted to say to you.

"look. ive been wanting to tell you this for a long time. i just didnt know how to tell you. every time i look at you, you give me the chills that travel along my spine. you give me this feeling that no one has ever given me. i was waiting for the right time to say this to you but i couldnt take it anymore. i-well-see-i love you, y/n. i love you so so much." he says all in one breath while scratching the back of neck with a slight smile.. which was adorably cute.

you were speechless. the person you loved all this time walked to your place in the pouring rain just to say the L word...

you grabbed his face and pressed your lips against his. he deepened the kiss and closed the remaining spaces between your body. you both pull away.

"thats whats been running through my brain this whole time thinking you wouldnt love me. and you finally said it. ive been waiting for you to say it and im glad you did. i love you, shawn. i love you so so-"

he smiles at how much you were ranting and pressed his lips against yours again to shut you up.

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this made me cry omg. i hope you liked this one☺️