Diary of a Freshman

My First Experience With A Psychic

                                                                          May 20, 2013

Yesterday I headed to Aurora, Ontario with my Mom and Gran to see a psychic with my Aunt Kim and cousin, Connor (yes, he is a boy). I didn't know what to expect or if I should even get a reading done. My step-grandpa Ralph had earlier said there wasn't a Starbucks in Aurora, but I proved him wrong! I found one in a little plaza. so we stopped to have coffee. My Mom had a coffee, Gran had a mocha frappuccino with a double shot of expresso and I had a vanilla bean frappuccino (the double chocolatey chip ones are WAY better).

I used the wifi there while we finished our drinks and cookies, then we went to find Jazz's house. Once we found it, she greeted the five of us at the door with hugs. When she hugged me she was all like "beautiful soul" and apparrently said I was "special". Having no clue what that even meant at the time, I headed into the living room and sat on the leather couch. Her son (who is rather cute, I might add) had to fix something downstairs before we could go down there. We were going to do a group reading, but ultimately it was our choice. There was no way I was going to have my family sit around while I got exposed. It's hard to open up to your family members when you've got so many things to hide...especially if you don't know what she's going to tell you.

My Mom was up first, thankfully the four of us dashed back upstairs, uncomfortable with having everyone around during our readings. We sat upstairs in the living room and waited an hour. Aunt Kim was called down next, briefly, before I was brought down. I didn't have a damn clue as to why I needed to be there with her...BUT I soon found out that in a past life I was her daughter, but she wasn't ready for me to be her daughter in this life, so I came to her in form of my Mommy's daughter.

I was stunned. I couldn't say anything but "Oh" and "really?". My Aunt had started crying immediately. This was also the part where I learned about my "beautiful soul". I am a healer, that means I have the ability to heal anyone (and animal), which I will get into later. About me being "special"...well, I can't really say that because I don't know how to define it >.<

Anyway, my Aunt left so my reading was up next. She asked me my full name and birthdate. She wrote down "Healer" and told me to learn more ways of healing, especially Quantum healing (aka I have to take courses to enhance my healing abilities). She also said I have a Creator spirit in me, which I am not sure what that means. She asked me if I get frustrated a lot, I said "Yeah..." and she said I'm a fixer upper, that I like things to be orderly I guess you could say.

Before any of this, she had writtien "Boy" on the paper. So here is the part where we get to that. She asked me if I had boy troubles and I was like oh God, now I have to open up to my whole past so I said "Yes, I do.". She asked me if I liked anyone and to tell her the name...so I did. She wrote tall down and confirmed that he was indeed, taller than me. Then she asked if he was jovial, if he fools around me. I said "yes" to both of them, knowing it's completely true.

She told me that he likes me too, but he is shy. She asked if I would approach him and I was like "possibly..." so now I HAVE to  >.< She also told me he is perfect for me and that he is a strong person who will make me happy in this negative time. She said he was intelligent and I told her that  he is very intelligent. She also said that we would be a bubbly combination. There was lots of laughing during this part, it's not every day where you talk about your crush in this sense...with a complete stranger!

We talked about the things that are happening now and that I have to help my Mom a lot and that I cannot be discouraged about anything that has to do with the boy since I should be focusing all of my energy on my Mom and her condition. I am no longer allowed to call it by it's name, I am not allowed to call it a disease...it is from now on being mentioned as a condition.

I am also not allowed to ignore my brother anymore or else he will take the same step as my father. I am not supposed to elaborate on this...nor will I. 

Now we get onto the fears part. She said I have a lot of fears, and she asked me to tell her what they were. So I did and the hardest thing was explaining why I have these fears. The first one she said I had accumluated from my mother in the womb and that I have to disclaim the fear. I also told her I have a fear of bugs and to get over that I now have to repeat "all creatures, big and small are perfect and beautiful" and that I should take pictures of them. It's already helped though I called a spider (thinking it was flying bug) the b-word. I said "f--- you b-----" then I said "Jesus Christ" when I realized it was a spider. I repeated what Jazz had told me to and that really did help. I didn't even scream.

For one of my last fears she said I have to control my mind. That the media has contributed to that fear and that I just have to accept that it happens in the world. I also have to know the difference between who is a friend and who is an acquantance. 

She also said I have an overactive mind....which I already knew that I did. So I have to tell my brain to stop, that I am in control and to have selenite and amethyst with me to help clear the mind.

We started talking about education. She says I am going to be a vet, which I wanted to be for a majority of my life. She said I will be perfect and excellent at it and that I will be one of the best. She also told me I need to start riding horses again since I am connected with them (they are healers too). 

She told me my root chakra needs balancing and that is why I get headaches, constipation the odd time and lower back pains. So now I must take Vitamin B Complex and Vitamon C. She also asked me (TMI MOMENT JUST WARNING) if my periods are heavy >.< I said "Yep" and she told me I need to take iron supplements as well as drink more water to help with everything.

She also asked me if I sometimes fear that I will get my Mother's condition. I said "well...yeah" but she told me not to worry, that it isn't genetic and that she has many years to come and that every day I have to refuse to accept it.

There was also this really nasty tea we had to drink...it was really gross. I don't even like hot drinks, but I drank it >.< 

All in all, this was an experience I never will forget. She is a wonderful woman and her house is absolutely gorgeous. I reccommend every to go see a psychic, they are pretty amazing people.