Ryan,
Why the hell are picking out these thing-ys hard?
I've never spent more time in a fucking flower shop, I swear.
You wouldn't tell me what color of a dress you were wearing, so picking out this tie and this corsage has been the most difficult thing I've had to deal with in a what seems to be like years! You women are so complicated, I don't get it.
Your dress is a color. A FUCKING COLOR, not a secret code in the freaking army. Smh.
Anyways, prom is tomorrow night so I bought you a white rose and yellow tiger lily corsage with all the green baby-breath shit and it has some blue and yellow in it along with a blue ribbon.
...hope it works. Mum said it was perfect, so we'll see.
My bow tie is shiny, almost reflective silver color that matches my vest. I hope it looks good..
Damn. Am I supposed to be this nervous? Like I'm actually flipping shit right now.
Like I am one day away from one of the best evenings in my life, holy shit. I'm so excited, but I'm nervous asf too. Idk what to do, I don't wanna mess up.
Ry, like this is our first date... I mean, fuck. I hope it goes well.
Do you think it will?
Fingers crossed.
Okay, gotta go meet with my therapist. Sweet dreams, Ryan! See you tomorrow babe.
-Ni
17/5/15
