With you

Chapter 1: Its you

Sehun

The constant ringing of the alarm clock continues and I finally manage to open my eyes to a dim lighted room and ceiling with cracks. As I get off of the bed it groans with a loud protest. The guy I'm rooming with for now is still asleep. We have been rooming together for a while now but I haven't really made attempt to become friends with him. As an sm trainee we are all looking out for ourselves and I don't have time for friends. I search around for a shirt in the small dark room. I change and quietly make my way out of the room. The trainee dorms don't look impressive from the outside either. I miss home terribly but I can't go back with nothing. I've never really known what I wanted to do with my life and now that I've been given the chance letting this go would be insane. Walking Down a narrow hallway I finally make it to the training room. Deep in concentration practicing there is Jongin. In a year above me, he was always really hard working and friendly. The dance coach enters the room and we finally begin the choreography to this song called Wolf. To be honest the lyrics at the start completely crack me up. I keep a straight face though and we run through the choreography a couple of 100 times before finally taking a break. The trainees all start talking amongst each other. Junmyeon, who has been around for who knows how many years, goes out with his usual friends and a new addition, one with puppy eyes and a small stature. He has a friendly face and is joking around with the group. The rest of the trainees leave the room and I am left alone. I bid farewell to Jongin who stays practicing and exit the room as well. Who knew silence could be this painful. Sitting alone on a bench in the trainee building I sigh. The feeling in my chest doesn't feel good at all. Seeing the other trainees talking amongst each other and laughing makes me wish I could do the same. Whenever I do though I always come off as harsh or disinterested. Jongnin is really the only person I have to talk to, maybe because he knows that I wasn't always like this and I'm just having trouble adjusting. Yes I admit it. I feel sad and lonely. I start pacing around practicing the choreography a bit. "Kurre wolf naega wo-" a door opens and hits me right in the face. Falling flat on the ground I start seeing stars.
" Ahh my head!" Blinking the stars away I gaze up and my breath stops. Staring down at me is a boy, probably my age or younger. He- he's so handsome. I take him in. He has a soft delicate face and creamy white skin. His soft looking dark brown hair covers part of his beautiful doe like eyes. His mouth is moving, saying something. Beautiful pink soft li-
" are you okay, hello did I hit you hard?" I blink and keep looking at him. My heart is racing. I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out so I just nod. Looking at my dumbstruck expression he just laughs. Seeing that I won't be saying anything understandable for a while he helps helps me up. The handsome boy surprises me when he ruffles my hair.
"See you around Sehun." I watch his retreating figure and touch my hair. My heart stops beating so fast, but I feel a warm presence in my chest where I once felt alone. For the first time in a while I smile and make my way back to the training room.