Dad already left for Yandar, it troubles me to think about training Ben.
The fact that I am just a lazy ass Jedi Knight and it is forbidden for a padawan to have two masters
But he says, he is THE Jedi Council and we do what he says.
Cocky, right?
But a part of me still dont know if I should take the offer or not.
But dad entrusted me Ben.
And I should not disappoint him.
I should fight temptations.
Also I musn't let him know, because he is my cousin. And it is not right to feel this way.
it is wrong.
Like a fire below the surface, trying to set me free.
But I'm standing on the edge now,
Its a long way down.
Its hours before the party, its thanksgiving.
I was at the temple, meditating.
"The door's open so I let myself in...what's troubling you?" Ben uttered.
"Many things..." mostly about you literally i said.
"Come on, you can tell me." He said putting his hand on my shoulder, giving me shivers.
"No. We should train. Dad entrusted you to me." I said
"meditation, yeah?" He said and sat on the floor.
"Yeah. Meditate." I said and sat as well.
Ben closed his eyes shut and meditated. I didnt meditate. I just looked at his perfectly built body and stared at it like i dont know, a couple of minutes i guess... I was lost. Lost in my own fantasies
"...earth to cloud!!"
"I apologize...just got lost in thought." I said.
"Youre creeping me out." He said.
"Did you dream about something?" I said staring at his dark brown eyes.
His face formed a smile. "You."
"Me?"
"Yes you." He said still staring at me.
"Ben, youre creeping me out." I said, even though deep inside I was giggling
"No... no... i mean, you?" He said, lost in thought.
"You dont have to know what I dream. I want to know yours, thoughts and plans..." I said.
He suddenly giggled.
"What?" I said letting out a laugh too.
"Is there something you wanna tell me? Or just wanna share?" Hell. Did he just read my mind?
oh shit. Must think of something else...
Umm..
Rainbows, unicorns, ewoks, gungans, ughhh
"Come on Cloud, share it." He smiled. "Hiding a secret eh?"
"Well, there is this boy...i like him. So much. And I want to confess, but it would ruin our friendship." I looked down
"Poe? Yeah right." He said.
Wrong. It was you asshole. Fuck i totally forgot he can read minds!
"No- i mean. Its..." i was caught in between. "Y-yeah...its Poe." I mentally slapped myself.
Fuck.
"Ohh... I see." He said "You know we can eat outside and just forget about these training shits. I'll train when uncle Luke returned. "
"Such a slacker. I should get back to the veranda, Poe is waiting for me there be back here by 3pm. His flying classes are over. We need to train you in lightsaber battles" I said, grabbing my lightsaber.
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FanfictionGrowing up was never easy for Cloud, being a princess, senator, daughter of the galactic hero and jedi master, luke skywalker was no bed of roses. She always want prove and stand up for something she loves; even if it means death for her. She loved...
