Helpless

Sleepwalker

The ride home wasn't too cheerful.
Louis wouldn't talk. Liam was poking me like an annoying kindergartner, and I was also silent. The rest of the band were making bad jokes and cracking up. Louis moved up to the limo driver. "Can you please play track four?" he muttered. The driver nodded and pressed the arrow until it showed 4.

We were listening to our new CD that was being... oh wait, it's already past midnight. So the CD was out. The clock read 1:17 a.m. in neon green.
Liam, thank god, had stopped poking me and went to annoy the rest of the band. Louis turned to me with misty eyes as the opening to our song, "More Than This," started playing, with it's sad opening. Beautiful, sad and slow. Like Louis' ocean eyes right now. It was raining on his ocean, and there was no wind. It was a dreary sight.
The lyrics started up and I wanted to cry. The part that effected me the most was this:

"I'm broken, do you hear me?
I'm blinded, 'cause you are everything I see,
I'm dancin' alone, I'm ,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your ,
My head turns to face the floor,
'Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say,

When she opens her arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can't love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just ,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can't love you more than this,
Can love you more than, this

If I'm louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
'Cause we are the same
You saved me,
When you leave it's gone again,

And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I'm on my knees,
Prayin',

Then the chorus started up again.
He was mouthing the lyrics as he stared out of the window blankly, I think I heard him whispering them along with the song.
My heart shattered. Poor Louis. What have I done?