Who's She?

Back To School

Sorry it's been so long!

It's been 3 weeks since Justin saved me and nursed me back to full strength. I've got everything I always wanted so you think I'd be happy right? Wrong. I'm going back to school tomorrow, Justin didn't think it was a good idea for me to go back any sooner because I was still 'main news' for at least 2 weeks in the hallway. Plus I'm still getting over my ordeal, I go to counselling/therapy sessions for it. I think it's working but I still have nightmares.
I'm still living with Justin, my mom an dad are back home but since things are going really well with Justin and I'm comfortable here and Justin and my mom and dad think it would be too stressful for me to move back home again.

Justin: Make room for me
Me: Go sit over on the other couch
Justin: No babe I wanna sit with you
Me: Why?
Justin: So we can cuddle

I smirk and roll my eyes, Justin gives me his cute smile that he knows I can't refuse and I move my legs.

Justin: Ha see I knew that would work

I giggle a bit, he opens his arms for me to fit right into his chest.
I change sides on the couch and cuddle into him, he puts his arms around me and kisses me on the head.

Justin: Are you nervous about tomorrow

I don't answer

Justin: Look, don't be okay. Everyone's talking about some 9th grader who's mom has allowed her to get a boob job. I don't mean this in a bad way, but you're 'old news' okay.
Me: But what about Sean, he's still gonna be in school
Justin: Yeah but I'm gonna be with you at all times
Me: How?
Justin: I explained to the principle our situation and asked to be in all your classes

I look up at him and smile

Me: But you hate chemistry
Justin: Yeah but I love you

I put my hand on the side of his neck and kiss him softly but passionately he kisses back and smiles

Me: I love you too
Justin: Good! Cmon it's a school night for both of us we should go to bed
Me: Ugh fine
Justin: Aye don't complain you get to sleep next to me every night and wake up next to me every morning

I giggle

Me: Well I'm glad to see you've still got your self confidence!

We both laugh and get up, Justin turns everything off and locks the house. I go up to bed and brush my teeth, when I'm done I start singing 'I will always love you' by Whitney Houston quietly to myself as I get undressed to put my pjs on. Justin comes up to bed and hears me, I don't see him and wraps his arms around me from behind. I smile but carry on singing.

[Italics - singing]

Justin: I knew it
Me: Bitter sweet memories...knew what?...
Justin: That you were an angel

I smile but carry on singing and get in bed

Me: That is all I'm taking with
me-e-ee..

Justin*high volume*: And Iiiiii-e-iiiii will always..

He points to me

Justin: Love youuuuuuu

I laugh and clap when he finishes

Me: Very impressive!
Justin: Thanks, I know

We both laugh again, he undresses down to his boxers and gets in bed.

Justin: Seriously though you must be some kind of Angel
Me: Why?
Justin: Your voice is beautiful

I look down embarrassed

Justin: What? It is babe! You could sell albums with a voice like yours

I look at him

Me: Babe stop it, I couldn't now let's get some sleep
Justin: I'm serious
Me: Well what about you huh, you kept that one quiet
Justin: What one?
Me: The fact you can sing amazingly
Justin: Oh..yeah..I don't tell people
Me: Why? You're so good!
Justin: Because..
Me: Because what?
Justin: I..I don't wanna talk about it..goodnight

He kisses my cheek and lays on his side facing away from me.

Me: Um..goodnight

I lay down on my side facing the window and wonder what Justin's keeping bottled up. I hear him sigh so I know he's still awake but I leave him and slowly fall asleep.
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*buzz buzz buzz buzz*

I slowly open my eyes to the sound of the alarm showing 6:30

Me: Ugh..

I turn over expecting to see Justin either laying next to me or getting ready but nope. I couldn't even hear the shower running, I scrunch my nose confused and get up. I get a shower, get changed and do my hair and makeup. I go downstairs and get my bag ready, I go into the kitchen to find Justin making sandwiches for lunch.

Me: Good Morning baby!
Justin: Morning..

He hands me a sandwich bag with my sandwich in and grabs the keys.

Justin: I'll be in the car

Damn whatever it is it's really bothering him. I grab my phone, leave the house and get in the car, Justin drives to school. The whole journey was silent, I've never know him like this before. Even when he used to be a jerk to me he always had something to say.
We got to school after what seemed to be the longest car journey in the world. I walk into the hallway, everyone goes quiet and stares at me. Justin put his arm across my shoulders and walks me to my locker. Sean comes over to me.

Sean: Nice to see you princess I've missed you

Justin stands between me and Sean

Justin: Back the f**k away from her now before I do something that will make you wish you were never born.

A teacher pokes her head around the door

Her: Is everything okay?

Sean glares at Justin and backs away a little, then he looks at the teacher.

Sean: Yeah everything's fine ma'am I was just saying 'welcome back' to Ariana
Her: Now now Sean you've been told to keep your distance from Ariana so do as you're asked please
Sean: Of course, I'm sorry if I've caused you any distress by coming over to you Ariana.

He smiles cunningly and walks away, the teacher looks at me and Justin. Justin nods slightly as a thank you and she smiles comfortingly. I look at Justin

Me: Thanks

But Justin doesn't reply, I get my books and he walks me to registration. The way Justin's been acting this morning I can already tell this is going to be a loooong day.