I WANT THEM BACK (BxB MPreg)

DUMBASS STUPID IDIOT

LOYCE POV

    I want to laugh. I seriously wanted to laugh. I just need too, you know. I mean, you would've too if you see Ave-fucking-rick right now.

He was a big nervous and confused mess. He looks funny. He made me wanna laugh, so kudos to him.

Anyways, we are currently in the pack meeting house. It was a huge ass room. Its interior like that of a five star hotel. It was beautiful but not so welcoming. Or maybe it was just me cause duh! Tormented for sixteen years in here. Nothing in this place is welcoming to me.

Me and Kris were seated at the big couch at the side of the room. Averick and his family and friends at the long table at the middle if the room.

We were embraced by a deafening awkward silence. Simon and his wife keep on glancing at each other, as if arguing about who should talk first. Craig and Sean, as they were introduced to me, were silently and secretly snickering at Averick. He was just sitting there, though. Not minding his friends. He was tight lipped, not saying a word of greeting to me or my son. He was just there. Staring at his feet looking confused as fuck. He's probably thinking. About what? Maybe about Kris, me or us. Or maybe all of it.

But to be honest, seeing him now... Physically, he's still the same Averick that I have learned to love and have hurt me before. Still standing so tall, his built still as perfect as ever. His face covered by a bit of stubble that wasn't there before. His hazel still looking so lovely and charming. He remained handsome if not more.

But that was physically. Emotionally and mentally though, I don't really know since I just arrived but seeing him now, he's more composed. He used to be so loud, always talking or bragging about himself as I watch from afar. But now, he was silent and he look disciplined. But most of all, I see he have gone soft. I noticed when a little omega, who reminds me so much of myself, came here to bring drinks and Averick smiled at him softly. Also when he gave his mom's shoulder a light squeeze before sitting down beside her. But it was most obvious when he looked at Kris with his now soft and loving eyes. It was like he was looking at an angel.

And I couldn't help but to fall all over again.

"A-ahm, so Loyce, how have you been?" Averick's mom asked, breaking the silence. It was probably an attempt to break the awkwardness, only to add up more.

The snickers by Craig and Sean didn't go unnoticed by my ears. Is it wrong to say that I'm starting to like them?

I gave them my ever so fake award-winning smile, caressing my son's hair. Kris was behaving and I couldn't be more proud by how disciplined he is.

"I've been doing so great, ma'am! I totally loved Star Light pack, it was a shame I had to leave." I answered, my smile never fading. Actually, it has been here since from the very beginning.

I saw Rosalinda stiffened. Because of the 'ma'am' part or by the mention of Star Light, I wouldn't know. But still, it was amusing to see. Also, Simon's reaction was a killer, too. This family never fails to amuse me.

"I see. I heard about happened to your guardian there. We're sorry and condolence." This time, it was Simon who took over, looking and sounding less awkward. I was surprised when I saw sincerity in his eyes and I couldn't help but give him a true thankful smile.

Let's just say, I heard a very low, almost inaudible growl because of the action.

Hah. He's impossible. Getting jealous because of his own father, who's wife, who also happens to be his mother, was just right beside them. How pathetic.

"Thank you. It was hard but I'm getting over it now. And moving on is easier when you have an angel by your side." I said, glancing down at Kris and giving him a loving smile, my son returning it with same amount of love.

"Mama ith my angel!" He suddenly squealed, hugging me so tightly and pecking my lips.

Everybody inside the room awed at my son's cuteness. I even see Sean taking a photo and then he and Craig gushed over it, in a very manly way, of course.

Simon and Rosalinda smiled at the sight, but Simon's eyes held confusion.

I look at HIM.

I seriously couldn't explain what I'm feeling. I guess I'm happy, sad and mad at the same time and you know why.

He was looking at us with watery eyes, his nose turning red. He just look so broken and vulnerable, the things that he claimed me to be. Well, I was. My wolf, Temperance, was telling me to go to our mate and give him comfort. No. FUCK no.

Everybody was still trapped by Kris' adorableness when Averick suddenly said something that I didn't want him to say for himself. I wanted to be the first to say it. I wanted to tell him. But I know now's not the right time. I want it to be just us two or just us three. But fucking no. He just had to say it now, completely ruining my plan. Damn stupid dumbass idiot. I really hate him.

"He's my son."

Seriously, fuck him.