Me and Matthew have been sortta dating for a couple of weeks now. I haven't been talking to Ty and it doesn't seem like he's been getting in touch with Jade. He's avoiding me I'm avoiding him and life is just perfect. I'm 7 weeks pregnant and my baby bump is big. My breast where getting bigger and I couldn’t fit into my jeans. I walked past Ty's room and heard sniffing. It was like an instant reaction, I opened the door and looked in. Ty was on his bed face down and was crying. It takes a lot to catch Ty crying and it broke me when he did. I walked over to his bed and sat down on it. He didn't seem to notice me there until I put my arm on his back. He stiffened and rolled over. His face was red and stained with tears. I started into his pink puffy eyes and melted. I gave him a hug and he melted in my arms. His tears continued to fall as I held him. I pulled away from him and grabbed his hand. I placed it on my bulging tummy and his eyes widened. I leaned forward and our lips almost touched when we were interrupted by a cough. I looked up and Jade leaning on the door frame. She was glaring at me and I rolled my eyes. Ty gave her a disgusted look and she ran up to him and pounced on him. They started kiss and I got up and left. Why do I keep letting myself get hurt? I felt tears well up in my eyes but I was determined not to cry. I heard banging and screaming and I knew Ty and Jade where fighting. I couldn't take the stress anymore and I did something I know I would regret. Something I swore never to result to when I was stressed. I opened the cupboard and took out a pack of cigarettes. I started crying. I found a lighter and sank to the ground with the two items in my hand. I took out a cigar and tried lighting it. My hands were shaking viciously but I managed to get it alight. As I was about to put it to my lips Ty walked in. He stopped and his eyes grew wide. I dropped the cigar and moved away from it. I was shaking all over.
'Wh-wha-what do you think you your doing?' he ask me.
'You did this to me!' I screamed.
'Look let's just get you a hot bath and everything'll be-'
'Nothing is gonna be alright! Your still fucking with her! How could you do this to me? I loved you! I'm pregnant for you, how could you do this to me?' I screamed tears streaming down my face.
'I love you too, but I just slipped and I'm trynna to get back up but... WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?'
He screamed as I picked up a knife. All my thoughts where messed up and I just needed to release all my stress. I brought it to my wrist and took a deep breath. I cut a deep line across it and blood flowed. I dropped the knife and watched the blood stain arm. Ty rushed to me and picked me up. I felt weak and all of a sudden really sleepy.
'I wanna go sleep,' I found myself saying.
'No, you’re staying awake,' he said sternly.
'You aint my mu-'
'WHERE IS SHE!?' someone shouted from the living room interrupting me.
'She's in here,' Ty shouted back. Charlotte burst in and gave me one killer slap. WOOH, I really needed that. I snapped out of whatever I was in before and I felt a sharp pain coming from my wrist. I pushed away from Ty and looked down at my wrist which has a gash in it.
'Oww, what the fuck'd I do?' I asked running my hand under the tap.
'She's back,' Charlotte said getting a better look at my hand 'you’re fucking mental.'
'Did I drop or sumin'? ANSWERS PEOPLE!' I screamed. My wrist was on fire and no-one was explaining why.
'Tori, you lost it a-a-and you went crazy, y-you tried smoking and then you cut yourself,' Ty explained.
'I DID WHAT?!' I screamed.
'Listen you lost it and went a little crazy..............' Charlotte said.
I all of a sudden blacked out.
